Always

Open your eyes this instant. 

All the way open.

See yourself, all of you, every bit, even that stuff you don't like, or hold shame with.

Every.single.part.of.you.

Now here comes the hard part.

Look at yourself, really look. 

See you. 

See your story, for you are the only one who knows it, all the parts.

Allow yourself grace, true grace, no conditions, just acceptance of all that you are, compassionate understanding, because you know the whole story.

See each endeavor, each pain, each fear, each worry, each sadness, each hindrance, each accomplishment, each triumph, each defeat, each joy, each instant from this clear and accepting state. Allow you to see yourself as a character in the movie, we'll just call, "your life." 

See yourself whole as a being from a distance.

You deserve forgiveness for your transgressions against yourself as much as everyone else does, and we all do, because we are all one. Root for the character in your movie to win. They need your help to succeed.

So what grudges do you still hold against you? 

Do you really deserve to suffer for your whole life?

Why?

Is that what you really want?

Did you even know that you have a choice in the matter?

You do.

Accept your love. You need it most.

Manage your attention towards your intentions with every breath and every step.

Attention and intention are locked in a spiral of growth and death patterning one after the other based on what we are focused on.

What is your focus?

Now, What time is it?  Do you remember?

It is still now. It is not too late.

It never is, for it is always now.

Everything is now.

Allow yourself the ability to blossom and unfurl your petals towards the infinite with acceptance, forgiveness and gratitude.

Just be.

Allow your now.

Become your light.

Thank you for you.

Brien Egan

#koansofbrien

Infinitely now

Just as light and sound, time and space hold our now in place.

It is always now, you are always here. There is nowhere else.  Nowhere is in itself a conundrum, for how can we be anywhere but now and here.  We are never nowhere, unless we unpack the word itself, now-here, and realize that it is and was always also the answer, written in simplest terms. To be nowhere is to be here now, depending on your perspective.

Logic binds and holds the self in our infinite soup of creation. We sit in our Self soup and ladle parts of our selves out to the masses in clicks, symbols, memes, shares, and likes, disseminating our psyches across the web of Indra's illusion via the ethereal ethernet of eternity ever connected, ever exposed wires frayed at the edges...

To the edge of now, out here on the horizon of tomorrow, we ponder our yesterdays and miss the moment.

This is it.

What are you waiting for? Superman?

We are the heroes, we are the hope, no one else will come to save us... 

Now is our time.

If we could only find the moment, remember that we are nowhere, yet now here, and live from that place. 

How do we even get there?

Love, for it is all there is. Each moment an infinite amount of love is condensed into a fine sliver of conception, a slice of the eternal packed into now, containing all of it's potential, all of its power, and each moment we get another chance to claim it. Each moment we are face to face with the All, God, your highest power, Infinity, Oneness, Allah, Pravanabrahma, Yah Weh, Tao, and any other name that you choose to define it as. Each moment it is completely surrounding you, every breath takes it in, every step aligns you with it, you can never be a part from it, for it is God.

"Thou art God." 

-R. Heinlein 

(Stranger in a Strange Land)

Breathe in the eternal, go ahead. Take the deepest breath you've ever taken. Hold it in and let yourself ruminate on the now, let yourself soak in the infinite power there contained in each atom of air you are drinking in and just be with it. It is you. You are that eternity in this moment, in every moment. Let yourself recognize your own divinity, as a reflection of that all pervasive spark of the All.

Always in all ways do we embody this. If we could recognize our infinite nature, we would have no choice but to treat one another differently, for we would see everyone and everything as God.

"Treat everyone you meet as God in drag."

-Ram Dass

We are the angels, clothed in meat to pretend a life where we forget our infinite truth.  The answer is always right now, just beyond our illusions and held pains. To understand the now while remaining here can help you to hold two worlds in this plane. It can help you to free yourself from the suffering and holding of old broken patterns of past perceptions pernicious picking away at your psyche as triggers and traumas of your past try to pause your transformation. 

All it takes is full recognition of this moment, here and now. Seeing through illusions to know our core, to accept our infinite connection is to embrace it in our lives. To embrace the all with unbounded love and compassion is to embody empathy for every entity in our existence, eternally enmeshed in the now, accepting the All with understanding and awareness of the delicate dance and balance of nature.

To know the All is to know love for everything at every moment. To be free from the illusions of separation and to understand the mystery we must fully unlock our now. 

Start now. Take a deep breath in...

Hold it, and allow the now to grow inside of you.

This is it.

We are the heroes in the story.

Let's do it.

No time like the present...

Just be.

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Magick? What's with the k?

Magick?

Magic?

From Google dictionary:

mag·ic

/ˈmajik/

noun

noun: magic

1. the power of apparently influencing the course of events by using mysterious or supernatural forces.

   
   
2. mysterious tricks, such as making things disappear and appear again, performed as entertainment.

One is real. One is as real as Disney, yet with the power of the other, for they both operate on the same principles. Both require belief to become. Both require devotion to persist. Both create a vibration and a field that needs to be fed to manifest.

So back to the original question... 

what is it?

"Magick with a k" implies the ancient core spiritual practices and systems of understanding that link to every religion and spiritual organization in the world at their foundations.

The most evolved and powerful vibrational beings to have existed on Earth have all been practitioners of high magick. It is at the core roots of all systems of belief and spirituality across all cultures. Abraham, Enoch and Moses were masters of the Kabbalah, Jesus practiced ascension magick as an Essene, Buddha had the Dzogchen, Muhammad immersed in the Sufi as he built his inner and outer empire. The Vedas are the ancient core text of Hinduism explaining how the universe works through magickal processes. All tribal shamanic and spiritual practices around the world operate under and with these same principles as well. 

The foundation for the ideas and practices of magick are found at the crossroads of all of the spiritual teachings in the world and has been overlapping with science at every point in its emergent growth as a new form of concrete alchemical explanation over the past 700 years. Science comes into play when we achieve the permanent understanding of processes of beings defining objectivity as dimensionality while negating aspects of subjectivity. Science is merely descriptions of understood magickal operations of the universe in a common form and context. 

So what is magick?

Finding such an answer is like explaining the word wind or love or infinity, for it requires its own definitions and ways of understanding to truly get it.

In order to even be able to understand, you have to deconstruct what you believe to be true and real at many different fundamental levels in your mind and be able to fully accept non-ordinary states of consciousness and being.

So to truly grok it, you have to let go of who you think you are...

Our culturally created self is our most fierce defender of the norms, and it holds the role of ego/gatekeeper. The norms being those aspects of reality that are to be trusted and counted on regardless of their scientific truths. This applies to cultural upbringing, morals and values as much as it does just being in the human morphogenic field and having limits to your body or perceiving gravity. 

So to begin to understand magick, you have to deconstruct yourself and what you believe is real.

For example, let's look at the overwhelmingly validating aspect of the placebo effect. 

“Placebos are extraordinary drugs. They seem to have some effect on almost every symptom known to mankind, and work in at least a third of patients and sometimes in up to 60 percent."☆ 

This example shows us the amazing power of mind as the creator running on conscious and unconscious aspects to create and heal the physical body. Often in medical studies, the goal is to beat the percentage of the placebo to show a medication's effectiveness. A placebo in a medical study is a sugar pill or a medication that will have no effect on the participant, but the amazing part about it, is that very often, just the suggestion and idea that the pill or medication will produce the desired effect makes it actually happen. So the idea essentially is to beat the power of the mind to show that the medication is effective, almost treating the aspect of mind being the creator as an anomaly or as a problem to be overcome instead of a strength to be harnessed.

Science seeks to dispel magical thinking and giving belief to something without understanding by harnessing reason and creating logic to give it a firmament to spring from. In reality, science perpetually seeks to define magick in mundane terms. This concrescence of logic has given science to the conservation of magick and alchemical processes by defining reality into an accepted construct of definite shape and form.

So after I deconstruct my culturally  created self, what is magick?

Magick is the basis for spiritually understanding the way the holographic interconnected universe moves at all levels of our understanding with principles, laws, and structures of our total reality that function at the quantum/micro realms to the universal/macro realms interchangeably. The ability to use this information to co-create reality with the All is the application of magick.

All high magick is intended towards the great work, which is the aim of all religions and spiritual organizations, known in other forms as enlightenment. This is seen as the total perfection of self, the clearing of all parts of self to completely actualize one's life to it's fullest.

Seems easy enough...  

Seriously though, it is all around us at all times, co-creating the world around us with each belief, every breath, and every step.

How would the world be if we all treated each moment as magickal as it truly is?

It would change instantly.

And so it begins and ends with each of us, with every thought and every construct of mind, we create with and as the all.

As we allow this now, it becomes, and so it is.

Find the eternal magick of each instant. 

It is our destiny.

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☆from the article/website: https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/306437#:~:text=%E2%80%9CPlacebos%20are%20extraordinary%20drugs.,in%20up%20to%2060%20percent.

Re-emergence of Our Light

Out beyond the fears, the beliefs, the love, the gratitude, there lies a field of the infinite potentialities contained across all dimensions of space and time coalescing effortlessly endlessly...

Let's go there now.

Open to the balance of each instant, contained here and now in each breath. Just take a moment. This is all we have.

Endless momentum drives our now, in a multiverse of mind, all things are always on the table, in every direction we are supported and surrounded by our every agreement and decision, with each breath.

This one vibe we ride communes with the eternal we are forever immersed in.  Breathe in the now, allow your reality to continue to unfold just as you wish. Every wish a dream, every worry a nightmare, amplified eternally with each thought, each mental construct as real as you imagine it and let it materialize.

It is all imagination, reality is an opinion agreed upon with every love, belief and fear. Prisons or heavens agreed upon between you and the you-niverse with each breath and every thought. You hold the keys to the gates of eternity as well as to the cell in which you sit. It all comes down to your programming and what you accept as your perception.

"Perception is reality."  -Buddha

The limits are those which you have agreed to as well, or they would not exist.

What walls and prisons hold you back from your most eternal Self?  What patterns in your life have become labyrinths you have conveniently lost your way in?

Accommodation by the you-niverse is almost instant when you steel your intentions, in good ways and bad. Be careful what you wish for, for it wishes for you as well. Many masters, many paths, all from source, for all is source. Just as when identifying different parts of the elephant (source), be mindful of which part you are touching and worshipping, for it poops just as we do.

The elephant in the room is the room, for it is always around us and is never apart from us. Take another breath of it, right now. It is it, the All, every answer, every question, every possibility, all the infinities all in this instant, at the cusp of creation, our creation. The field is all around us as well as is us. 

We are oneness with each breath, in and out. 

Yet we only notice this eternity when we let down our walls and our constructs of physicality that define our now with our agreements to see beyond what we think reality is. Our limits exist in our mind, the boundaries taught from birth and before through our genetics.

The more that we cultivate the Self and harness our infinite nature, the faster we will evolve to our highest spiritual potential in this version of the eternal that we have chosen to play in this lifetime.  Every thought, every feeling, every belief creating a source-filled field for us to embody and co-create as we give the universe directions to manifest.

Gratitude for every single participant in the multiverse of infinite oneness stretching out across all dimensions of space and time collating our most perfect now into presence.  

Catalyze your spiral.

Become the light that you are.

Just be.

-Brien Egan

www.soundhealingconservatory.org

#koansofbrien #justbe #eternalmoment #perceptionisreality #becomelight #ascenzionmagickschool 

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Rekindling our light

As the fires of spring's rebirth settle and the gloss begins to fade, renew your drive, renew your faith.

Steel yourself to the rhythm of your soul, allow yourself to unfurl even further, for growth is a never ending process, unfurling with each breath. 

Do we decide to take another?  Or do we decide to have one just like the last one?  Will we change it?  Do we hold it?  Or do we just let it go? Can we find our pattern, our soul song? 

Your breath transports you to life with each inhalation, each pulling in of prana or chi, the universal energy in all things, beyond our limitations, to the field where all is one and there is no distinction between our imposed constructs and the eternal. 

It is here where we truly "choose our own adventure" and allow our reality to reflect our inner world by influencing our inner world and intentions.  This comes as we allow our inspiration, harnessing each breath, each moment.

The limitless now has all things at its disposal.

Here all of the components and tools to enlightenment coalesce into our life through awareness and acceptance of the infinite.

What does it mean to accept infinity?

Can we even grok what that means?  The infinite has no end, and therefore no beginning, just a pulsation of the two moving with rhythm as the breath.

Inhale reality...

Acceptance.

Exhale reality...

Allow the flow.

Find your peace between the words in the blank space holding your universe in its echo...

Breathe in the words with your heart.

Accept light with dark, know that all is one.

Does growth have to hurt?

Can we find solace in the dismal?

The symphony amidst the screaming silence?

Loving our shadows with gratitude and compassion, our breath allows us to take it in, acknowledge it, then accepting and allowing the let go...

Breath in Now.

Take in transformation...

Exhale out Now.

Allow transmutation...

And so it is.

Just be.

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Master Cleanse...

Embrace your divinity!

Catalyze your consciousness,

collectivize your creativity,

claim your divinity,

embrace wholeness 

now.

Energize your despair,

fight your pain with peace,

lose yourself to the infinite,

yet fully embody your fear,

intertwine the alchemy of each, 

notice the eternal right there

before your eyes, that glimmer,

a shift in your perception,

as you allow your inceptions

to manifest as intentions

coalescing your path into

this flow, continuous realities

timelessly unfold,

open your now...

breathe in through

your heart...

face the all,

shit to shiny,

make your shift,

breathe into now...

open your heart...

Just be.

Past lives ripple into now... (past life reading meditation)

Past lives ripple into now...

This is to be read as a guided meditation to bring you to a past life experience.


Now we begin...

Find yourself in a quiet, comfortable place, away from distractions and disruptions which affect your concentration to your now.  Now being this state of consciousness you are now in where you can feel the sensations and stimulations on a physical level, if you permit that, for all reality's perceptions are based on permissions.  You must give yourself permission to relax.  Find your attention on these words as they flow across your mind.  Give your blessing as you feel yourself slowly relax into your now, there may be some slight discomfort, so as you notice discomfort, breath in and out slowly and feel it soften and become easier, just notice the sensations and feelings in your body now. 

Bring your awareness to your toes and feel it begin to slowly fill you up like a ripple begins at your toes and echoes into your feet relaxing and making smooth and easy all the little muscles in your feet as it gently spreads through your ankles and up your calves, with a wave of peace it flows around your knees, unraveling the muscles there as it flows up your thighs into your waist and hips releasing held tension and tightness in these areas, relaxing you more and more.

Now slowly your lower abdomen fills with this liquid ripple of relaxation, flowing through your stomach, unraveling all the muscles around your spine as it moves up your back and into your chest and shoulders, feeling them loosen and begin to melt away tension with each breath that you take moving you further into stillness. This ripple begins through your throat and up your neck into your jaw. You feel your jaw gently release as this flow goes up around your eyes letting all the little muscles around your eyes reading this to get just a little more relaxed and gently focused on the words.

And now follow your imagination as you go down a staircase of ten steps, each step bringing your body and mind into deeper and deeper stillness, ten times deeper with each step that you go down, through the first step to the second. Now feeling the depths of thirty times deeper as you take the third step and on to the fourth. Letting all of the worries and fears clouding your experience to just fade out as you take the fifth and sixth steps. Feeling yourself in that open detached state of peace as you take the seventh and then eighth steps.  As you take the last two steps you feel yourself in this deep rhythmic flow of relaxation, one hundred times more relaxed. 

At the base of the steps you find yourself in a room with a door at the opposite end of it.  This place feels familiar and safe to you as you cross the room and come to the door. There is a sign on the door. It has the words, "Door of Time," written on it.  You open the door and see a swirling mist floating out beyond the doorway, almost like you are looking off a ledge out into a deep space of clouds.

Now before you step out into the mist, I want you to ask your subconscious mind to bring up a current issue you are working on in your life, something you would like help with resolving, and I want you to hold this vision of this situation in your mind.  Now envision that issue flying out of your mind and into the open doorway. This will set up your experience to place you in a former existence where you handled or dealt with a similar issue or problem so that you may learn how it was resolved.

Standing at the doorway now you step out into the mist and feel yourself with the sensation of flying through clouds.  You feel the cool mist flowing through and around you and there is a chill in the air of the swirling air moving around you.  As you are floating there safely you feel the winds move faster and you feel yourself drifting through your timeline back through your past, before your birth, bringing you to another lifetime, another experience of living.  You feel yourself begin to descend back towards the world coming down from the clouds moving into the body of another life that you have lived.

You find yourself a reflection and see what you looked like, smelling the smells of the place, checking in with how this entity feels about their situation and what they are doing.  Noticing your clothing and the decorations of the place you can have an idea of the time period. You know what this person's job or work is, you can feel their family connections and perhaps see similar ones to your own current life.  You can now feel the connection to this entity's life situation and how it corresponds to the life issues you are working on. 

Connecting inside this entity's life record by focusing inside of their body, you ask it to bring you to the point of resolution to the issue or problem so that you may learn and make the connection to your now.  You feel yourself shift through this being's life, flowing into their future which has already happened.  You then find yourself at another point and time in the entity's life where the resolution was brought to a close and you can feel the joy of moving forward in this entity's experience.  You connect with how this will help your current situation understanding how and why things played out the way they did. 

You feel the closure in this being's life and thank it immensely for sharing their experience and learning with you now.  You feel the completion and disconnect as you begin to float up out the body up into the sky and back to the flowing field of clouds.  You feel the coolness and dampness from the clouds move through you clearing attachments to that previous life and you look out through the clouds and notice the doorway still there in the sky out in the distance.  You begin to float towards it and you feel yourself shift forward in time to your present timeline.

As you step back into the room with the stairs, you can feel the understanding of the visit to a previous lifetime echo through your mind.  You feel a deep sense of gratitude for yourself on your healing journey and know that this experience was there to show you how to clarify your experiences in the present world.  You gently make your way back to the steps knowing that you are coming back into the regular world with new insight and focus.

As you come up each of the ten steps you begin to feel yourself fully engage with the room or space you are in as you read this, feeling supported and safe, refreshed and relaxed.  Bringing your attention back to your fingers and toes, your arms and legs, flowing into your body and head, finding yourself behind your eyes as you are alert and refocused, wide awake and wonderful.


Now reflect on what you have gained from this experience.

Please leave some comments or some of your experiences below as you experiment with reading through this past life regression reading meditation and getting different results.  Each time you do it, you will connect with what you are seeking answers to.

Safe travels as we explore the endless boundaries of our consciousness together!


Find your light.


Just be.



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