Showing posts with label dark night of the soul. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dark night of the soul. Show all posts

Friday, March 29, 2019

Rekindling our light

As the fires of spring's rebirth settle and the gloss begins to fade, renew your drive, renew your faith.

Steel yourself to the rhythm of your soul, allow yourself to unfurl even further, for growth is a never ending process, unfurling with each breath. 

Do we decide to take another?  Or do we decide to have one just like the last one?  Will we change it?  Do we hold it?  Or do we just let it go? Can we find our pattern, our soul song? 

Your breath transports you to life with each inhalation, each pulling in of prana or chi, the universal energy in all things, beyond our limitations, to the field where all is one and there is no distinction between our imposed constructs and the eternal. 

It is here where we truly "choose our own adventure" and allow our reality to reflect our inner world by influencing our inner world and intentions.  This comes as we allow our inspiration, harnessing each breath, each moment.

The limitless now has all things at its disposal.

Here all of the components and tools to enlightenment coalesce into our life through awareness and acceptance of the infinite.

What does it mean to accept infinity?

Can we even grok what that means?  The infinite has no end, and therefore no beginning, just a pulsation of the two moving with rhythm as the breath.

Inhale reality...

Acceptance.

Exhale reality...

Allow the flow.

Find your peace between the words in the blank space holding your universe in its echo...

Breathe in the words with your heart.

Accept light with dark, know that all is one.

Does growth have to hurt?

Can we find solace in the dismal?

The symphony amidst the screaming silence?

Loving our shadows with gratitude and compassion, our breath allows us to take it in, acknowledge it, then accepting and allowing the let go...

Breath in Now.

Take in transformation...

Exhale out Now.

Allow transmutation...

And so it is.

Just be.

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Monday, November 26, 2018

Past lives ripple into now... (past life reading meditation)


Past lives ripple into now...


This is to be read as a guided meditation to bring you to a past life experience.


Now we begin...

Find yourself in a quiet, comfortable place, away from distractions and disruptions which affect your concentration to your now.  Now being this state of consciousness you are now in where you can feel the sensations and stimulations on a physical level, if you permit that, for all reality's perceptions are based on permissions.  You must give yourself permission to relax.  Find your attention on these words as they flow across your mind.  Give your blessing as you feel yourself slowly relax into your now, there may be some slight discomfort, so as you notice discomfort, breath in and out slowly and feel it soften and become easier, just notice the sensations and feelings in your body now. 

Bring your awareness to your toes and feel it begin to slowly fill you up like a ripple begins at your toes and echoes into your feet relaxing and making smooth and easy all the little muscles in your feet as it gently spreads through your ankles and up your calves, with a wave of peace it flows around your knees, unraveling the muscles there as it flows up your thighs into your waist and hips releasing held tension and tightness in these areas, relaxing you more and more.

Now slowly your lower abdomen fills with this liquid ripple of relaxation, flowing through your stomach, unraveling all the muscles around your spine as it moves up your back and into your chest and shoulders, feeling them loosen and begin to melt away tension with each breath that you take moving you further into stillness. This ripple begins through your throat and up your neck into your jaw. You feel your jaw gently release as this flow goes up around your eyes letting all the little muscles around your eyes reading this to get just a little more relaxed and gently focused on the words.

And now follow your imagination as you go down a staircase of ten steps, each step bringing your body and mind into deeper and deeper stillness, ten times deeper with each step that you go down, through the first step to the second. Now feeling the depths of thirty times deeper as you take the third step and on to the fourth. Letting all of the worries and fears clouding your experience to just fade out as you take the fifth and sixth steps. Feeling yourself in that open detached state of peace as you take the seventh and then eighth steps.  As you take the last two steps you feel yourself in this deep rhythmic flow of relaxation, one hundred times more relaxed. 

At the base of the steps you find yourself in a room with a door at the opposite end of it.  This place feels familiar and safe to you as you cross the room and come to the door. There is a sign on the door. It has the words, "Door of Time," written on it.  You open the door and see a swirling mist floating out beyond the doorway, almost like you are looking off a ledge out into a deep space of clouds.

Now before you step out into the mist, I want you to ask your subconscious mind to bring up a current issue you are working on in your life, something you would like help with resolving, and I want you to hold this vision of this situation in your mind.  Now envision that issue flying out of your mind and into the open doorway. This will set up your experience to place you in a former existence where you handled or dealt with a similar issue or problem so that you may learn how it was resolved.

Standing at the doorway now you step out into the mist and feel yourself with the sensation of flying through clouds.  You feel the cool mist flowing through and around you and there is a chill in the air of the swirling air moving around you.  As you are floating there safely you feel the winds move faster and you feel yourself drifting through your timeline back through your past, before your birth, bringing you to another lifetime, another experience of living.  You feel yourself begin to descend back towards the world coming down from the clouds moving into the body of another life that you have lived.

You find yourself a reflection and see what you looked like, smelling the smells of the place, checking in with how this entity feels about their situation and what they are doing.  Noticing your clothing and the decorations of the place you can have an idea of the time period. You know what this person's job or work is, you can feel their family connections and perhaps see similar ones to your own current life.  You can now feel the connection to this entity's life situation and how it corresponds to the life issues you are working on. 

Connecting inside this entity's life record by focusing inside of their body, you ask it to bring you to the point of resolution to the issue or problem so that you may learn and make the connection to your now.  You feel yourself shift through this being's life, flowing into their future which has already happened.  You then find yourself at another point and time in the entity's life where the resolution was brought to a close and you can feel the joy of moving forward in this entity's experience.  You connect with how this will help your current situation understanding how and why things played out the way they did. 

You feel the closure in this being's life and thank it immensely for sharing their experience and learning with you now.  You feel the completion and disconnect as you begin to float up out the body up into the sky and back to the flowing field of clouds.  You feel the coolness and dampness from the clouds move through you clearing attachments to that previous life and you look out through the clouds and notice the doorway still there in the sky out in the distance.  You begin to float towards it and you feel yourself shift forward in time to your present timeline.

As you step back into the room with the stairs, you can feel the understanding of the visit to a previous lifetime echo through your mind.  You feel a deep sense of gratitude for yourself on your healing journey and know that this experience was there to show you how to clarify your experiences in the present world.  You gently make your way back to the steps knowing that you are coming back into the regular world with new insight and focus.

As you come up each of the ten steps you begin to feel yourself fully engage with the room or space you are in as you read this, feeling supported and safe, refreshed and relaxed.  Bringing your attention back to your fingers and toes, your arms and legs, flowing into your body and head, finding yourself behind your eyes as you are alert and refocused, wide awake and wonderful.


Now reflect on what you have gained from this experience.

Please leave some comments or some of your experiences below as you experiment with reading through this past life regression reading meditation and getting different results.  Each time you do it, you will connect with what you are seeking answers to.

Safe travels as we explore the endless boundaries of our consciousness together!


Find your light.


Just be.



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Thanks.

Tuesday, February 6, 2018

Opening the flood gates and the cell doors...

Open to the infinite...

Take a deep breath,

Let yourself seep into the boundless,

the timeless,

What is beyond now if now is all there is?





Inner alchemy is transmutation of fear to love, 
of the timebound to the timeless...

Realizing the complete release of blockages can induce panic if you aren't ready to be vulnerable or freed. 

Do you want freedom?  

Then come with me...

Step away from your body with your heart out...

So many of us wear our chains like badges of honor, holding them and using them as crutches.

Stepping away from crutches is a terrifying experience when the hobbling world has become 
all you know.

Complexity grows exponentially when we step off the path, 
with layers upon layers flowing outward in ripples 
from those core events that started the issues and problems 
we agreed to work through before our incarnation in these physical prisons...

Will the lessons be learned?

Can we be introspective enough to transcend 
this beautiful facade we call reality?

What will we transcend to?

Can we even handle the truth and promise of infinity?

See yourself releasing what you think you know, 
so you can experience what you feel that you know is real...

Just be.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017

Falling away... to perfection.


Falling away from yourself you might find the hardest thing to release is your attachment to the release itself...


This letting go must be deliberate but must also be done with hubris.  We are all one and interconnected in this divine merging of spirit with form, with the all and nothing.  Falling away from the maya, or illusion, we merge with the oneness. Pure balance is in the center, chaos bringing a matrix of order perfect and flowing through each instant we release the previous moment in a constant renewal of experience...


The question asked then is, if we are constantly renewed and ever changing in the physical, how or why then do we retain our illnesses or our vices or our pain? Why can't we just choose a different alternative? Why can't we just be in a state of perpetual bliss and health?


What attachments to difficulty have we cultivated? Do you need to suffer to fully enjoy the joys of your experience?  Is the glow that much brighter with the contrast of misery? We choose this condition of duality so that we can fully embrace its interplay in our being as well. We must work to celebrate the beingness of joy


Which reality or state of consciousness do you accept as your perception? Can you acknowledge and embrace the pains so that the true power of wellness and echo through your soul?  


Your condition is a choice at every level of your being, no matter how horrific, so how can we find the message and lesson and hidden truths amidst the mire of the murky depths of depression and a fractured life? How can we dig ourselves out of this hole of pain and ignorance?


Can we even bring ourselves to recognize a choice to let go of our strife no matter though we may not have even caused it in the first place? If we can release the notion of separation with our consciousness and our physical being, a powerful shift can occur.


We can take control of our perception once we accept that we are in charge of it. 


Remember:

No one can make you angry without your permission. 


No one can make you happy without your permission. 



No one can make you sad without your permission.




We are in charge of our reality, so let's own it and grow to our true potential!


My new book, The Art of Falling, gives you tools and methods to release those painful parts of ourselves, so we can truly fall away from ourselves. This falling away brings to light all of the potential and all of those things we had buried beneath the trauma and pain from our lives.

It gives you the power to renew!


Click the link below to learn more about and/or purchase the book:


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A light for your path...

Just be.


Tuesday, March 1, 2016

A candle amidst the shadow...


"Hope is a good thing, maybe even the best of things, and no good thing ever dies."

-Stephen King 
(The Shawkshank Redemption)




This flicker, this flame of hope, spark of divinity casting away shadows into the light of reason and rebirth to be renewed and revisited once again.  

Hope can do this for us just as renewing our faith and spirit can do...  

Can we still be with ourselves and with that phoenix who rises from those ashes?  What comes with this rebirth?  Is it always peaceful?  What if it's not?

Sometimes and often as we find that candle in our dark times, that innocent flame of peace and renewal will ignite with the delicate shell of our current state of the ego to prepare us for major growth.  Now not all major change and growth is painful or earth shattering  or a bonfire of the psyche, but this has been known to happen from time to time...

It is as though we have surrounded ourselves in the kindling of our old way of being and thinking and interacting and this kindling catches fire and gets set ablaze into our being, purifying that which is holding us back from our truest and most sacred self.  

There is always beauty in these moments of utter clarity, though often it is almost impossible to find it amidst the chaos that ensues in our lives.  Room has to made to handle and acquire the proper energetic reception that is occuring.  We are forging a new skin, a new template of our being and at first it is terrifying.

That feeling of letting go and releasing  is usually accompanied by strife and struggle, for the ego's grasp on our reality is a very real and powerful thing.  

This growth and renewal we are experiencing is a trial by fire and the wrong mental attitude and stance will most definitely spiral out to let the ego back in and let it regain its comfortable spot where it is in control of your life.  Therefore this growth is typically accompanied by pains and difficulties.  We must push forward to realize that in this gutter of an experience, there are still stars in the cosmos stretching out into the infinity of space.

It is at times called a healing crisis for the illness or state of dis-ease we are in is one that must flare up and create panic and trauma in order to shake our spiritual and physical state to its core foundations.  This unfortunately can even extinguish that candle which started the process of growth.

Find your candle in the darkness of the char that remains when such a dark night of the soul occurs.  

Find the message.  Step back from yourself and your sorrow and pain and just be a silent witness to what is and to what can be.  Find the peace in each moment, the joy of releasing the old and embracing the new.  You may like what you find there.  It may bring back that once lost playful spirit from childhood, or you may discover that dream of this life you put up on the shelf until the next lifetime.  See the opportunity in your darkness, become your own flashlight by looking for the message, for the blessing hidden in the curse.  There is a silver lining in the cloudiest of days...


Keep hope in your despair and let the sun warm you in the ashes so that you may find those phoenix feathers of every color that had been dulled or sullied by the barrage of suffering in this experience.

May you find the brilliance hidden in the darkest of times...

Know that you are a being of light.



A light for your path...

Just be.