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“The universe is made up of experiences that are designed to burn out your attachment, your clinging, to pleasure, to pain, to fear, to all of it. And as long as there is a place where you're vulnerable, the universe will find a way to confront you with it.”

― Ram Dass

Smooth as the river we flow through our experiences in life, traversing rocks, clearing damns, bottlenecks, clogs, rapids, to effortlessly flowing streams. The attachments, good, bad, ugly, beautiful,  terrible, joyful, sad, ecstatic or tragic, endlessly pull at our flow, at our beingness, keeping us tied to the numinous, while restraining us from the luminous, only allowing us to see the shadows we are ready for.

All attachments must be forgiven and reconciled in self, with the little s, when bridging into Self, with the big S, to allow divinity in every moment. The self uses our fears, passions, pains, desires, or blind-spots to harden and solidify our prisons of reality. 

As all is mind, all is illusion and manufactured in the psyche. When we realize it was all a magic mirror, we forgive even the mirror as we reconnect to our Selves unconditionally.

"Do what Thou wilt is the whole of the law." -Aleistar Crowley

Taken out of context, Crowley enabled generations of magickal armies of self-serving megalomaniacal "me, me, me's," thus defeating his own mission to be the Aeon, by disabling his ignorant followers with the lies of self, with the little s. He has led those armies into "hell," depending on how far they are able to ascend passed his dogmatic soul trappings. That is why, if you know, You know. 

Maybe that was his plan, to lead those not ready for truth to where they will find what they are looking for, back to their own hall (hell) of mirrors of self, with the little s. 

When realized in the vein of his true meaning, it removes self from the equation completely. 

He continues to mock the profane with his message, knowing that you must be clear within to even understand those simple words, saving the truth for the sacred. Therein lies the mystery, to see beyond his words to the true meaning, which was always towards purity and harmony. The mystery is and was always about the clarification of tiphareth to bridge to the next level, or as Crowley named it, to face "Chorazom," the guardian of the abyss, or Da'ath, the hidden sephirot.

This guardian shows you the whole mirror, the Self mirror, with the big S, which highlights all of your indulgences, positive and negative attachments, and asks you why, to bring light to all illusions/attachments seen and unseen. This goes beyond just allowing love of self, with the little s. It encompasses allowing love of Self/self. 

This is the hardest part of the work, doing it by magnifying all parts of self, with the little s, to be deconstructed into the truth of Self, with the big S. This begins at the tip of the shadow work iceberg that so many avoid, including Crowley himself. 

This is the part that is often corrupted by those uninitiated in the light of understanding the mysteries. It works how you do. If you see it as a means for selfish gain and limited material gains, then that is what it is. When you see it as it was created, it is truth, but only if you have eyes to see it, ears to hear it, and a heart to know it.

Who is this Thou of which he speaks?

(Note the big T)

It is Self/self in union, yoga perfected, the All, Yahweh, Allah, Pravana Brahma, the Universe, Infinite Intelligence, Divine Spirit, and every other name for God. It is the understanding of merging self with Self and loving as that truth. 

If we are aligned with Source and act through source, then all is love and all is harmony. When alignment is present, we are acting as God, as Divinity in the physical. In harmony, Self, with the big S, guides all to the self, with the little s, that is needed for the Great Work to be completed. It rests on us to hear and answer the call of the All, and to step into our highest truth, beyond all attachments.

To hear God, we must know silence.

To see God, we must know darkness.

To feel God, we must know the void.

To accept God, we must know love.

To be God, we must know Thyself.

"My vulnerability is my strength." 

-Ke$ha

Accept all of your parts and allow love to be your now.

The more I learn, the more I realize, if it isn't the most simple and pure, it isn't what is essential. 

All is mind with a pure heart.

"And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye." 

-Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince

Just be love.

It is.

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#justbe

 

Infinitely now

Just as light and sound, time and space hold our now in place.

It is always now, you are always here. There is nowhere else.  Nowhere is in itself a conundrum, for how can we be anywhere but now and here.  We are never nowhere, unless we unpack the word itself, now-here, and realize that it is and was always also the answer, written in simplest terms. To be nowhere is to be here now, depending on your perspective.

Logic binds and holds the self in our infinite soup of creation. We sit in our Self soup and ladle parts of our selves out to the masses in clicks, symbols, memes, shares, and likes, disseminating our psyches across the web of Indra's illusion via the ethereal ethernet of eternity ever connected, ever exposed wires frayed at the edges...

To the edge of now, out here on the horizon of tomorrow, we ponder our yesterdays and miss the moment.

This is it.

What are you waiting for? Superman?

We are the heroes, we are the hope, no one else will come to save us... 

Now is our time.

If we could only find the moment, remember that we are nowhere, yet now here, and live from that place. 

How do we even get there?

Love, for it is all there is. Each moment an infinite amount of love is condensed into a fine sliver of conception, a slice of the eternal packed into now, containing all of it's potential, all of its power, and each moment we get another chance to claim it. Each moment we are face to face with the All, God, your highest power, Infinity, Oneness, Allah, Pravanabrahma, Yah Weh, Tao, and any other name that you choose to define it as. Each moment it is completely surrounding you, every breath takes it in, every step aligns you with it, you can never be a part from it, for it is God.

"Thou art God." 

-R. Heinlein 

(Stranger in a Strange Land)

Breathe in the eternal, go ahead. Take the deepest breath you've ever taken. Hold it in and let yourself ruminate on the now, let yourself soak in the infinite power there contained in each atom of air you are drinking in and just be with it. It is you. You are that eternity in this moment, in every moment. Let yourself recognize your own divinity, as a reflection of that all pervasive spark of the All.

Always in all ways do we embody this. If we could recognize our infinite nature, we would have no choice but to treat one another differently, for we would see everyone and everything as God.

"Treat everyone you meet as God in drag."

-Ram Dass

We are the angels, clothed in meat to pretend a life where we forget our infinite truth.  The answer is always right now, just beyond our illusions and held pains. To understand the now while remaining here can help you to hold two worlds in this plane. It can help you to free yourself from the suffering and holding of old broken patterns of past perceptions pernicious picking away at your psyche as triggers and traumas of your past try to pause your transformation. 

All it takes is full recognition of this moment, here and now. Seeing through illusions to know our core, to accept our infinite connection is to embrace it in our lives. To embrace the all with unbounded love and compassion is to embody empathy for every entity in our existence, eternally enmeshed in the now, accepting the All with understanding and awareness of the delicate dance and balance of nature.

To know the All is to know love for everything at every moment. To be free from the illusions of separation and to understand the mystery we must fully unlock our now. 

Start now. Take a deep breath in...

Hold it, and allow the now to grow inside of you.

This is it.

We are the heroes in the story.

Let's do it.

No time like the present...

Just be.

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Re-emergence of Our Light

Out beyond the fears, the beliefs, the love, the gratitude, there lies a field of the infinite potentialities contained across all dimensions of space and time coalescing effortlessly endlessly...

Let's go there now.

Open to the balance of each instant, contained here and now in each breath. Just take a moment. This is all we have.

Endless momentum drives our now, in a multiverse of mind, all things are always on the table, in every direction we are supported and surrounded by our every agreement and decision, with each breath.

This one vibe we ride communes with the eternal we are forever immersed in.  Breathe in the now, allow your reality to continue to unfold just as you wish. Every wish a dream, every worry a nightmare, amplified eternally with each thought, each mental construct as real as you imagine it and let it materialize.

It is all imagination, reality is an opinion agreed upon with every love, belief and fear. Prisons or heavens agreed upon between you and the you-niverse with each breath and every thought. You hold the keys to the gates of eternity as well as to the cell in which you sit. It all comes down to your programming and what you accept as your perception.

"Perception is reality."  -Buddha

The limits are those which you have agreed to as well, or they would not exist.

What walls and prisons hold you back from your most eternal Self?  What patterns in your life have become labyrinths you have conveniently lost your way in?

Accommodation by the you-niverse is almost instant when you steel your intentions, in good ways and bad. Be careful what you wish for, for it wishes for you as well. Many masters, many paths, all from source, for all is source. Just as when identifying different parts of the elephant (source), be mindful of which part you are touching and worshipping, for it poops just as we do.

The elephant in the room is the room, for it is always around us and is never apart from us. Take another breath of it, right now. It is it, the All, every answer, every question, every possibility, all the infinities all in this instant, at the cusp of creation, our creation. The field is all around us as well as is us. 

We are oneness with each breath, in and out. 

Yet we only notice this eternity when we let down our walls and our constructs of physicality that define our now with our agreements to see beyond what we think reality is. Our limits exist in our mind, the boundaries taught from birth and before through our genetics.

The more that we cultivate the Self and harness our infinite nature, the faster we will evolve to our highest spiritual potential in this version of the eternal that we have chosen to play in this lifetime.  Every thought, every feeling, every belief creating a source-filled field for us to embody and co-create as we give the universe directions to manifest.

Gratitude for every single participant in the multiverse of infinite oneness stretching out across all dimensions of space and time collating our most perfect now into presence.  

Catalyze your spiral.

Become the light that you are.

Just be.

-Brien Egan

www.soundhealingconservatory.org

#koansofbrien #justbe #eternalmoment #perceptionisreality #becomelight #ascenzionmagickschool 

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Rekindling our light

As the fires of spring's rebirth settle and the gloss begins to fade, renew your drive, renew your faith.

Steel yourself to the rhythm of your soul, allow yourself to unfurl even further, for growth is a never ending process, unfurling with each breath. 

Do we decide to take another?  Or do we decide to have one just like the last one?  Will we change it?  Do we hold it?  Or do we just let it go? Can we find our pattern, our soul song? 

Your breath transports you to life with each inhalation, each pulling in of prana or chi, the universal energy in all things, beyond our limitations, to the field where all is one and there is no distinction between our imposed constructs and the eternal. 

It is here where we truly "choose our own adventure" and allow our reality to reflect our inner world by influencing our inner world and intentions.  This comes as we allow our inspiration, harnessing each breath, each moment.

The limitless now has all things at its disposal.

Here all of the components and tools to enlightenment coalesce into our life through awareness and acceptance of the infinite.

What does it mean to accept infinity?

Can we even grok what that means?  The infinite has no end, and therefore no beginning, just a pulsation of the two moving with rhythm as the breath.

Inhale reality...

Acceptance.

Exhale reality...

Allow the flow.

Find your peace between the words in the blank space holding your universe in its echo...

Breathe in the words with your heart.

Accept light with dark, know that all is one.

Does growth have to hurt?

Can we find solace in the dismal?

The symphony amidst the screaming silence?

Loving our shadows with gratitude and compassion, our breath allows us to take it in, acknowledge it, then accepting and allowing the let go...

Breath in Now.

Take in transformation...

Exhale out Now.

Allow transmutation...

And so it is.

Just be.

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