Showing posts with label growth. Show all posts
Showing posts with label growth. Show all posts

Thursday, January 26, 2023

Ascenzion into now


Ascending the staircase of Self from self can be an arduous journey if you are not prepared to leave everything behind as you move up the stairs...

Remember, it only seems like an escalator. You must walk up each step to understand it fully to know the key.

At each level something is left behind, while something even more expansive is gained. We grow as we loosen and let go of the fetters that we have held as our chains binding us to our 
traumas, fears, pains, sadnesses, successes, joys, and pride. 

We hold all of the keys to knowing our highest selves at each moment. We came here with all the answers to every question we can possibly have engrained and embedded in the patterns of our Self. 

We have simply chosen to forget over and over, to renew the "new" with each lifetime, strengthening our actualization the more we resonate our field and interconnect back consciously with the infinite now vibration that we are. As we notice the wave of presence out of the corner of our minds' eye, constantly creating this moment at the edge of our experience, we are shown our divinity in each breath, at every glance. Our infinite presence ignited on the inhale, expressed in the outbreath as action, being here, now. 

So where do the stairs ascend from?

It begins in the self, with the little s. This is our shield of being, our ego, or the culmination of our accumulated aspects of self imprinted through culture, religion, family stress, ancestral patterns, fears, doubts, traumas, etc. All of those pieces form our armor to reality and to all of our relations and relationships we engage with and embody.

Suffering, or the indulgence of pain or attachment, is when we choose to deny the infinite nature of love that we hold as our natural state. We hold our infinite grudges of indulgence against ourselves as a prison of suffering and we attach our self to the adversity, we allow it to sink our selves into the pits of the dregs of materialism seeing the trees, but not the forest. 

These blockages and internal grudges keep us from expressing our divinity to others and keep us chained to our material reality and to the mirror world of emotions, egos and our culturally created selves, or our collective unconscious morphogenic field of humanity. 

Why do we allow or even encourage these terrible hindrances in our lives to persist, grow and control us?

Ignorance to the limitations on our now reinforce the steel of the prison bars.

At some point the bars of the prison imbed into our bones and we serve the master of the prison, our self, with the little s.

The illusion is the puzzle of now, and it is always beckoning us to transform, to evolve, to make our way back to source, our origin, the origin of All.

The idea of a prison isn't to be frightening, it is to explain the point that we decide the story. We can be our prison guard, or our liberator, the choice always begins within. 

Our narrative is based on the agreements we hold with reality and how we hold it as it holds us.

Our dissection of self to Self to source is an arduous journey that never ends. We are the eternal gardners of our minds. Our garden will be filled with flowers or weeds based on our perceptions. It may be barren or over abundant, all begins with mind.

Who we let guide the ride helps us to determine our destination...

Who guides your ride?

All is one. 

All comes from source, therefore all is source.

As we realize this, transcending levels becomes easier and easier.

Allow your best now.

This is it.

#koansofbrien #justbe #heartfulness #nowfulness #nowherebe #allisone







Tuesday, October 4, 2022

Always


Open your eyes this instant. 

All the way open.

See yourself, all of you, every bit, even that stuff you don't like, or hold shame with.

Every.single.part.of.you.

Now here comes the hard part.

Look at yourself, really look. 

See you. 

See your story, for you are the only one who knows it, all the parts.

Allow yourself grace, true grace, no conditions, just acceptance of all that you are, compassionate understanding, because you know the whole story.

See each endeavor, each pain, each fear, each worry, each sadness, each hindrance, each accomplishment, each triumph, each defeat, each joy, each instant from this clear and accepting state. Allow you to see yourself as a character in the movie, we'll just call, "your life." 

See yourself whole as a being from a distance.

You deserve forgiveness for your transgressions against yourself as much as everyone else does, and we all do, because we are all one. Root for the character in your movie to win. They need your help to succeed.

So what grudges do you still hold against you? 

Do you really deserve to suffer for your whole life?

Why?

Is that what you really want?

Did you even know that you have a choice in the matter?

You do.

Accept your love. You need it most.

Manage your attention towards your intentions with every breath and every step.

Attention and intention are locked in a spiral of growth and death patterning one after the other based on what we are focused on.

What is your focus?

Now, What time is it?  Do you remember?

It is still now. It is not too late.

It never is, for it is always now.

Everything is now.

Allow yourself the ability to blossom and unfurl your petals towards the infinite with acceptance, forgiveness and gratitude.

Just be.

Allow your now.

Become your light.

Thank you for you.


Brien Egan

#koansofbrien