Infinite SELF forgiveness...

To forgive is an amazingly powerful gesture, freeing the soul and spirit from the connections to an event, a person or a situation that has caused a disruption to our wholeness...

We are our hardest critic.  

Often with more awareness, our first inclination is to be even more critical of oneself.  We beat ourselves up and get stuck in these timeloops of repeating those events, situations, people's interactions, and let them destroy us over and over.  We build walls to keep out positivity and praise because we deny our own right to be happy.  

We feel that we don't deserve happiness or joy and aren't worthy of recognition because it is almost as though we hold a grudge with ourselves. 

How can you truly forgive someone else if you won't even forgive yourself?

Friendships are always layered with forgiveness, because our expectations are never met the way we really wanted...

Are you friends with yourself?  

Why not?  You are a beautiful being and deserve love!

You are just as worthy of receiving love as everyone else is.  Embrace that reality, be willing to accept love.

"You are your own best friend," -Richard Lauria, words of a sage still echo through the tribe's collective unconscious...

"Remember who you are..."  -Rafiki (the lion king)

Did you get the message?  

Do you know who you are?

You are an infinite being of light extending outwards in all directions of space and time and we are all one consciousness experiencing our subjectivity to disperse our awareness to all potential directions at once, now.  You are all of the love in the universe and all of the sadness, all of the knowledge as well as the ignorance.  "There is no such thing as death,  life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves, here's Tom with the weather."  -Bill Hicks

From this perspective, all things are related and possible...

Accepting that we are all one is a tremendous responsibility to the universe.  It is accepting the great as well as the horrible.  It is acknowledging that all things reside within us as well as without.

So here's the secret!

Understanding and knowing these things about the nature of your divinity and oneness, you can shift anything in your life, no matter how terrible, simply through gentle awareness and self forgiveness.  

Sounds too easy? 

The hardest part is accepting our actual power over it.  Being in your own power can be a frightening thing of you have had to supress it or keep it hidden for most of your life.  Awareness is remembering this inherent power, and forgiving yourself for not noticing that it is as simple as telling yourself that you love yourself, apologizing, asking yourself for forgiveness.  

We all want to heal and find wholeness and this begins in the now.

This moment is all we have...

Forgive yourself now, know that you are worthy and deserving of love, for that is your divine right as a citizen of the cosmos!!!

If you can not forgive, then you cannot truly release your attachments to the memories of your hurt or difficult past...

Find the jewel of the lotus in the mud of your experiences.  Notice the positive in the pernicious, the triumphs amidst the terrors.  Your perspectives will open as you forgive yourself for holding your pain.

Release your fears with love and connection to you!

As a mirror to the universe, we are collaborating the infinite with each breath we take.

You are loved.

You are sorry and worthy of forgiveness.

You are grateful for all parts of your experience.

We create our now, and so it is.

Just be.

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Opening the flood gates and the cell doors...

Open to the infinite...

Take a deep breath,

Let yourself seep into the boundless,

the timeless,

What is beyond now if now is all there is?

Inner alchemy is transmutation of fear to love, 

of the timebound to the timeless...

Realizing the complete release of blockages can induce panic if you aren't ready to be vulnerable or freed. 

Do you want freedom?  

Then come with me...

Step away from your body with your heart out...

So many of us wear our chains like badges of honor, holding them and using them as crutches.

Stepping away from crutches is a terrifying experience when the hobbling world has become 

all you know.

Complexity grows exponentially when we step off the path, 

with layers upon layers flowing outward in ripples 

from those core events that started the issues and problems 

we agreed to work through before our incarnation in these physical prisons...

Will the lessons be learned?

Can we be introspective enough to transcend 

this beautiful facade we call reality?

What will we transcend to?

Can we even handle the truth and promise of infinity?

See yourself releasing what you think you know, 

so you can experience what you feel that you know is real...

Just be.

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Push...

Take a deep breath.

Come with me...

Now.

Push to expand...

Push to explore.

Push to express...

To be the flow...

Tantric rantings fill the mind
with contusions of conclusions
splintering off for amusement
as we spin this fire of the mind
and the heart intertwined
we sip of the vein of the infinite
and dive into the falls of consciousness
as the vortex widens to encompass the all
that is now. 

Did you get all that?  
There will be a test at the end, 
please try to keep up 
as the expansion of awareness
and consciousness incorporates
the effervescence of the illumined
as we feel those bubbles
percolating in our chest
and the wellspring of play and joy
take over in this timeless moment of flow
that we pass in and out of
as we meander our trail...

Find the gratitude for all moments, 
for all sides of the story matter
as this rambling of awareness
trickles to a stream
we dig out the vein
to begin again
cyclical spirals
dance through perception
know the ebb,
ride the flow,
be the now,
reap what's sown.

Just be.





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Fleeting moments... Catch one!!

Word spill out
across the paper
with dexterity and polarity
they meander and wander this time
of now is so fleeting
its presence so eternal
that existential panic
of continual renewal
which part of the tide
do you ride
the depression
or the exhalation
feel the poles along the divided
make time for yourself
to experience the all
the Open eternal meandering now
we feel it around us we know
we are at that pulsation
this gentle eternal vibration permeates
through every soul in every entity
at every level of being
beyond the nothing
the only all
where they are one in the same
where there is no divided
for we are all divine
therefore interwoven into
the tapestry of humanity.

All is one.

Just be.

fires of redemption

Deep in the depths of the shallows of the mind 
we find our perceptions awry with visions and misconceptions of the past, 
taking that one last gasping breath before heading into the mire of the pile, 
the masses of misunderstanding and fog of unforgiveness, 
those false notions, or memories distorted, shown through one's filters 
processing out that which you are not ready for...

Ready yet?

So just tilt the filter to the side for just a brief instant and come with me...

Feel the pulsation of the vibrations of energetic light flow 
through the veins of the space 
between the cracks of the veil as the way is made clear
for an instant you can now be self reflective, 
you can now see those patterns of painful perceptions you cloud your perspective with...  

The puzzle of your psyche laid out before you in such as you can actually be objective, 
just for the moment anyway...

Don't look away, this part is important.  

That template of reality you have been playing your movie through is still a bit smudged and needs a good smudging to release those held attachments to those moments of agony, and those moments of joy need a good polish to rediscover the gratitude of each second, the graciousness with which we revere the infinite as we perceive those cracks in the maya of this illusive world.

Did you look away?  

I hope not.  If you did, just go back through it 
It's always there, as it was before.  
The cycle never ends. 
It can evolve, but only if you are ready...

Can you find the joy in agony's pocket, 
or the blessings among the curses?  

This redemption you seek is locked within your own mind, 
the key to your past and future is always within reach and sight, 
just beyond the edges of your view... 

it is always there waiting 
for you to open your eye 
and embrace the now...

Take a deep breath, and release into it...

That layer beyond the past and future, 
where all is possible and can manifest,

a fifth dimensional soup of possibilities, 
not clouded by held remorse or anxieties,

the field where all is able to be,

now...


Just be.

Rev. Brien Egan CHt, CRM, CKRM 2017

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Emotional scars are like internal tattoos...

The tattoo parlor of the unconscious and subconscious mind is an interesting place to pick up some new ink...
















This lair of our mind holds all of those important events, whether positive or negative... 

It leaves its scars as tattoos on the psyche, shaping, altering and traumatizing our experience of the world. We hold our "tattoos" of trauma closely at the core of our perceptual filter for our lives.  The scars sit closely to those triggers which call us into patterns of accepted behaviors we have conditioned our lives to be.  Sometimes those scars become our comfort, they become our safe place when we need something to fall back on.

So what are these "trauma tattoos" that so many of our minds are covered in?

Events which create extreme stress and anxiety tend to imprint deeply in our persona.  These may be echoes of events from early on in life, or of events we experienced just yesterday.  The effect of these moments creates that anxiety and stress that permeates every aspect of our being.  With one little catalyst we can spiral into our behaviors and coping mechanisms as though we are right back there with the event, as though we never left it.  For soldiers, this is a common occurrence when they are engaged in battle. This has been called "shell shock,"combat stress reaction, battle fatigue, and now its most commonly referred to as post traumatic stress disorder or PTSD.

These scars have trouble being released because they were not fully embraced, however difficult that may sound...

Letting go, while it seems like it should be easy, can be a very arduous task and this is especially true in cases of trauma. Think of it like a sink filled with dirty dishes.  Usually, you would just rinse off the dirty dishes and put them in the dishwasher, letting go of their filth and releasing the attachment to the dirt that they have built up. The person with PTSD or with traumatic dramas has a damaged faucet and dishwasher. Their faucet won't wash off the dishes and now the gunk on the plates is caked all over the sides of the sink! This gunk just builds up and up sealing the unaltered sink. This sink is like your mind, with the grime being those painful scarring memories of your past.  You just can't seem to wash the pain or difficult memories away.

What we need here is something to get the painful memories to release, to let go of their hold on our psychological well-being.  

Ok, so here's the hard part, but it can be accomplished in a softer way...

We have to revisit those traumatic events in order to fully free ourselves of their grasp. Did just the mention of this idea send a shudder through you.  Don't worry,  we are going to do this as gently as possible, it will be tough though. 

Just as a good doctor will tell you to let the fever run its course, so it is with our mental disruptions as well.  We rob ourselves of the fullness of an experience when we recoil, or shut down, or become unconscious to what is transpiring. This compounds in our subconscious, creating a feeling of anxiety and distress when we remember the experience because we never let the difficulty and pain run its course in our emotional body.  Our body is naturally cathartic and will initiate its own fail safe as we process really hard events, but only if we can be aware of all of the emotions that arise.  This attention to the pain and discomfort lets it run its course just as a fever needs to.

So this can be really upsetting depending on what your stressor was...

What are some ways to diffuse or release the gunk that has clogged up our perception?

First things first, reliving and really acknowledging and embracing those difficult feelings will be hard to do, but it is truly vital.  Once they have been fully expressed they can be seen as what they are, emotions and feelings and nothing more.  They lose their power when the light of awareness comes upon them.  This awareness can be fostered using some Sedona Method work by asking yourself if you are able to let go of the held emotion or held attachments to the traumas.  Then you ask if you would be able to let go, thereby empowering your self confidence. Lastly you would simply ask when you will be able to let this go.  What this does is diffuse the emotional energy bomb attached to the trauma and makes it so that it can be released over time in a safe way.

Another way, still requiring some revisiting, but in a more muted way, involves going back to the event or events from a distance and keeping awareness on the event while you do EFT, or Emotional Freedom Technique, also known as tapping.  This will send a vibration accompanied by intention statements and reframing statements to help shift the blockages caused by the held or trapped emotions.

Still another very powerful method involves hypnotherapy work where we go in and replay the trauma from a safe distance. We gently break through to become fully present and aware of it in order to diffuse the power we have given it to control our lives with fear, shame, guilt, or any of the other lower energetic emotions.  This still brings us back to it, but in a more distant way depending on the hypnotherapist or program they are working with.


These tattoos of our life experiences are just as permanent as our external ones.  

Taking the power out of their control over our emotional lives is how we can stop letting them control our perception of the world.  This will free our experience so we can grow and transform into our highest selves in this lifetime.

The memories may never fade, but the power we let them have over our lives is something you have the power to change...




What are you waiting for?

Light for your path...


Just be.

Written by Rev. Brien Egan CHt, CRM, CKRM.


Brien is an author, certified hypnotherapist, a reiki master, karuna reiki master, pranic energy worker, crystal bowl sound healer, EFT practitioner, quantum touch practitioner, sedona method practitioner, chakra cleansing teacher, qi gong teacher, an ordained minister from the Essene New Life Church and has his B.S. in Psychology with a minor in Special Education. He has been practicing and teaching spirituality for over 14 years. He has done a lot of work with children, families and individuals by leading workshops, classes and through individual or group sessions. He also designed and ran a kids spirituality summer camp for 8 years which taught children many quantum physics and spiritual concepts, meditation and mindfulness practices.

Brien's e-mail: nowherebe8@gmail.com

Brien's website: www.beoneherenow.webs.com

Link to Brien's book, The Art of Falling: https://www.createspace.com/6150280 

Falling away... to perfection.

Falling away from yourself you might find the hardest thing to release is your attachment to the release itself...


This letting go must be deliberate but must also be done with hubris.  We are all one and interconnected in this divine merging of spirit with form, with the all and nothing.  Falling away from the maya, or illusion, we merge with the oneness. Pure balance is in the center, chaos bringing a matrix of order perfect and flowing through each instant we release the previous moment in a constant renewal of experience...

The question asked then is, if we are constantly renewed and ever changing in the physical, how or why then do we retain our illnesses or our vices or our pain? Why can't we just choose a different alternative? Why can't we just be in a state of perpetual bliss and health?

What attachments to difficulty have we cultivated? Do you need to suffer to fully enjoy the joys of your experience?  Is the glow that much brighter with the contrast of misery? We choose this condition of duality so that we can fully embrace its interplay in our being as well. We must work to celebrate the beingness of joy

Which reality or state of consciousness do you accept as your perception? Can you acknowledge and embrace the pains so that the true power of wellness and echo through your soul?  


Your condition is a choice at every level of your being, no matter how horrific, so how can we find the message and lesson and hidden truths amidst the mire of the murky depths of depression and a fractured life? How can we dig ourselves out of this hole of pain and ignorance?

Can we even bring ourselves to recognize a choice to let go of our strife no matter though we may not have even caused it in the first place? If we can release the notion of separation with our consciousness and our physical being, a powerful shift can occur.


We can take control of our perception once we accept that we are in charge of it. 

Remember:

No one can make you angry without your permission. 


No one can make you happy without your permission. 



No one can make you sad without your permission.




We are in charge of our reality, so let's own it and grow to our true potential!


My new book, The Art of Falling, gives you tools and methods to release those painful parts of ourselves, so we can truly fall away from ourselves. This falling away brings to light all of the potential and all of those things we had buried beneath the trauma and pain from our lives.

It gives you the power to renew!


Click the link below to learn more about and/or purchase the book:


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A light for your path...

Just be.