Showing posts with label wonder. Show all posts
Showing posts with label wonder. Show all posts

Friday, August 4, 2017

fires of redemption



Deep in the depths of the shallows of the mind 
we find our perceptions awry with visions and misconceptions of the past, 
taking that one last gasping breath before heading into the mire of the pile, 
the masses of misunderstanding and fog of unforgiveness, 
those false notions, or memories distorted, shown through one's filters 
processing out that which you are not ready for...

Ready yet?

So just tilt the filter to the side for just a brief instant and come with me...

Feel the pulsation of the vibrations of energetic light flow 
through the veins of the space 
between the cracks of the veil as the way is made clear
for an instant you can now be self reflective, 
you can now see those patterns of painful perceptions you cloud your perspective with...  

The puzzle of your psyche laid out before you in such as you can actually be objective, 
just for the moment anyway...

Don't look away, this part is important.  

That template of reality you have been playing your movie through is still a bit smudged and needs a good smudging to release those held attachments to those moments of agony, and those moments of joy need a good polish to rediscover the gratitude of each second, the graciousness with which we revere the infinite as we perceive those cracks in the maya of this illusive world.

Did you look away?  

I hope not.  If you did, just go back through it 
It's always there, as it was before.  
The cycle never ends. 
It can evolve, but only if you are ready...

Can you find the joy in agony's pocket, 
or the blessings among the curses?  

This redemption you seek is locked within your own mind, 
the key to your past and future is always within reach and sight, 
just beyond the edges of your view... 


it is always there waiting 
for you to open your eye 
and embrace the now...

Take a deep breath, and release into it...

That layer beyond the past and future, 
where all is possible and can manifest,


a fifth dimensional soup of possibilities, 
not clouded by held remorse or anxieties,

the field where all is able to be,

now...


Just be.






Rev. Brien Egan CHt, CRM, CKRM 2017


Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Momentary Illumination

Momentary Illumination


Feel the pulse of the flow as it courses through your veins…

Do you even know your own silence?  Do you appreciate your faults?

Do you want to see how the darkness illuminates the light? 

There is no now without here,
just as there is no dark without light,
this pulsation of truth eminates from the night
just as the light of the stars brings out the depths of the infinite vast void of space
as the galaxies swirl into existence around the destruction of the endlessly swirling black holes we fall into
as we expect an outcome from no effort
or a change without a preceding event to push it into being,
but being of what?

How do we become the nothing contained within the everything giving form to the formless, giving structure to the ethereal? 

How do we embrace the moment of uncertainty with total awareness without giving all of our vulnerability and trust to that which is fleeting, to that which has no shape? 

How can we know that this is it?  Do you?

Now.

This light that bursts forth from the deepest recesses of your soul
brings you back to this ever present moment,
this instant where all things are interconnected,
where the past falls away and the future doesn’t matter,
to the time where you simply are, and that is always enough,

Be in your moment,
it is always fleeting,
yet always there. 

Know that you are the infinity in that grain of sand, and that eternity in an hour and
revel in the chance to embrace the gratitude of all that is.


Just be.



Light for your path...

Wednesday, March 9, 2016

Connect to the divine...

Take a deep breath... close your eyes... Now exhale and let yourself drift slowly into this moment.
Envelope yourself in the presence that we are now in.
Find the nuances of each glance, each step, each breath...
Sit in the stillness you find in between each word or each musical note...
Realize that all is one, the spaces and the cacophony of the collective all talking at once and this peace is a piece of the divine, this knowing, this spiraling effervescence of our divinity is contained in those spaces between these atoms,
the ones you are contained in,
the ones you accept as your reality, as your reason for being, as your presence...
Be present in this instant, know that it is eternal, it will never not be right now. 
Embrace the feeling of interconnection as you gaze into the eyes of those around you and experience the depth of your soul.
Revel in the expanding universe as you peer into the depths of the universe with the twinkling stars dancing through your view in the endless night sky above.
Even the most unassuming of times can extend outward revealing the infinite, this perpetual dream we flow in and out of interweaves our destinies. 
There is a reason you were in my dreams...
Just be in the stillness,
and know you are divine.
Light for your path...
Just be.

Monday, December 21, 2015

May the force be with you...

Feel the force flowing through your being with each breath that you take connecting you with the oneness of your presence here in this now, where you always are...
Yoda's wisdom is so timeless and relevant.  Someone definitely did their eastern spirituality homework when they wrote his lines.  Our tiny jedi guru is a true master of presence. He embodies the simplicity of the underlying infinity just out of view, that which hides in plain sight, just waiting to be seen and experienced. 

This force, chi, qi, prana, tao, the flow of endless perfection is just below the surface in the atomic reality where all is connected and we are ubiquitous.  The force is not a new idea and we should take heed of Yoda's ancient wisdom expressed in all its cinematic glory. We are indeed spiritual beings experiencing this reality moment to moment, choosing to perceive separation to learn the full lessons of our lifetimes. These interconnections where we can feel our flowing experience as we know each breath connects us to every other living and nonliving entity in our universe, for all is one.  

Mastery of this force is a conscious effort to awareness of these brief glimpses of the infinite we are given at any particular second as we are pulled into the vibrations of reality we ponder the simplicity of it all.  "You must feel the force around you," heeds the jedi master Yoda as he instructs young Luke.  Just as this force is in all things as is it in us, only we call it other things.  Chi or Qi is the universal life energy in all things and it's path or Tao is the way it flows through ours.  Prana is with the breath but it is the breath of life in every ounce of our being, tying us together in our loom of infinity.  We are always immersed in this flow of eternity so the force is definitely always with us...

This path, or Tao, is the way we traverse this physical reality.  Do we choose a dark path this go around, or do we choose the light?  These decisions lie with each of us and many of us work through each direction until our own path is blazed.  So how can we clue into this infinite source which is always there?  

The first task is to slow down our perceptions enough to appreciate and connect with our presence and our flow.  Taking a second to check in with our psyche and reflect and ask if we are here and this is now.  Does our focus wan in an ebbing and flowing and can we sense it enough to capitalize on our power and core of being to manifest our best self?  Feeling into each moment and being completely with oneself will make your infinite connection manifest itself in everything you do.  It will help you to find the connections to bring yourself to make that right decision at just the right moment.  This timeless presence is the center of our reality and if we can take our time to notice the nuances that make us what we are, then we will be with the force...

Take a moment to be in your presence.

May the force be with you...


Lyght for your path...



Just be.

Monday, August 31, 2015

Rebirth... part 1

Renaissance means rebirth... 

A rebirth is a revival of the beginning, a bringing back of that time before, of that being when  we were in that child-like state, where all things were possible. It makes me think of the allegory of the movie, "the Neverending Story."

The tale's big underlying theme is about regaining or in the main character's position, retaining that child-like innocence. Saving the child-like empress in the ivory tower of pure unbridled spirit in each of us from the terror that is the nothing. This nothing being the loss of imagination or open ended awareness. It represents the complacency and loss of our ability to be aware and awake to the possibilities of the infinite.  

The nothing creeps into so many of our lives early on and robs us of our innate wonder of our pure connection to the divine and to the potential to be anything. It keeps us from pondering our personal dimensionality and if we are truly a 3 dimensional being living in a four dimensional universe or are we more than that?


So has "The Nothing" conquered your life presently?  Here are some easy signs: (but don't worry, it's not too late!)

1.You are complacent with where you are in your life.  Complacent here doesn't mean happy, it means content enough not to change things you know you could, and it kind of means you have given up on your potential, things are good enough.

2. Does television or the internet occupy most of your time, distracting you from what is really happening in your life? 

3. Do you avoid difficult situations often because you are afraid of change or what might happen so you endure misery?

4. Do you often feel bored and listless where things just don't have that same luster or excitement?

5. Do you feel stuck in your path, but can't think of a new way to solve it?

Just as we feel like things can't be changed and that we are powerless, so it is.  Think of the famous Ford quote, "whether you think you can or you can't, you're right."  if we accept our fates to be tied to complacency and mediocrity then that is all we can be.  If this is all you accept as being your reality, then your cutting yourself off at your own knees. 

The box you have created from your beliefs is the one you can't get out of...

Our limits are those which we have learned to accept.  It reminds me of the old gorilla from the film Instinct, which is based off the wonderful novel, "Ishmael,"where they offer the gorilla his freedom and he doesn't bother to go.  He has accepted his fate, he has been broken. "The nothing" has consumed his wild, untamed soul.  So it is with us. 

This experience of being consumed by our cages leaves us in a listless droll state of fearful perception.  Some of us are able to retain some of our power and potential, but unfortunately those are among the very few.  Many people let it reconstruct their psyche in such a way that they lose that feeling of joy and even the simpler form of happiness. 

Leonardo DaVinci, who, oddly synchronous enough, is considered the first and most prominent person associated with the renaissance time period, was a major advocate for maintaining the child-like empress in our lives.  He reveled in his child-like wonder.  He fought against his loss of innocence with creativity and innovation as his guides.  One of my most favorite quotes by him is where he describes using the imagination to find pictures in the cracks and imperfections of a wall.  He kept himself sharp intellectually by exercising the most important mental muscle we have and that is our imagination.  To draw in another epically famous mind, this time from the 20th century, 

Albert Einstein emphasized the fact that the imagination is more important than knowledge.  He understood that the freedom of the mind to wander and explore was something we needed to grow so that even further innovations and advancements in our society and thereby consciousness are able to come to fruition.

So how do we rediscover our old core being, our essence we showed up on Earth with?  How can we defeat our "Nothings?"

Having our own renaissance may not be as hard as it sounds.  All it takes is reflection and some reteaching so we can unlearn the programming we have been force fed by societal structures.  Call back into your mind that time of your innocence if you still can,those feelings of gentle building excitement where things are boundless. 

If this proves too difficult try this, stare at a spot that looks broken and cluttered or find a spot in the sky on a cloudy day.  Now just gently look at this spot and just for a moment try to connect what is there into something.  Make it into an object you are familiar with in your mind. Can that cloud look like a bee if you turn your head, or can those cracks or splotch of paint on the wall or in the sidewalk look like the body of a dragon? 

Take a brief moment here or there throughout your day to reconnect with your own wonderment and see where it takes you! 

We are as young or as old or as open or closed off as we accept.  Don't be afraid of the mystery of the unknown you enjoyed as a child.  Conquer your nothing, climb on Falcor and become the something you truly know you are!!!  


Light for your path...