Let go or be dragged...💚🪽✨️

“The universe is made up of experiences that are designed to burn out your attachment, your clinging, to pleasure, to pain, to fear, to all of it. And as long as there is a place where you're vulnerable, the universe will find a way to confront you with it.”

― Ram Dass

Smooth as the river we flow through our experiences in life, traversing rocks, clearing damns, bottlenecks, clogs, rapids, to effortlessly flowing streams. The attachments, good, bad, ugly, beautiful,  terrible, joyful, sad, ecstatic or tragic, endlessly pull at our flow, at our beingness, keeping us tied to the numinous, while restraining us from the luminous, only allowing us to see the shadows we are ready for.

All attachments must be forgiven and reconciled in self, with the little s, when bridging into Self, with the big S, to allow divinity in every moment. The self uses our fears, passions, pains, desires, or blind-spots to harden and solidify our prisons of reality. 

As all is mind, all is illusion and manufactured in the psyche. When we realize it was all a magic mirror, we forgive even the mirror as we reconnect to our Selves unconditionally.

"Do what Thou wilt is the whole of the law." -Aleistar Crowley

Taken out of context, Crowley enabled generations of magickal armies of self-serving megalomaniacal "me, me, me's," thus defeating his own mission to be the Aeon, by disabling his ignorant followers with the lies of self, with the little s. He has led those armies into "hell," depending on how far they are able to ascend passed his dogmatic soul trappings. That is why, if you know, You know. 

Maybe that was his plan, to lead those not ready for truth to where they will find what they are looking for, back to their own hall (hell) of mirrors of self, with the little s. 

When realized in the vein of his true meaning, it removes self from the equation completely. 

He continues to mock the profane with his message, knowing that you must be clear within to even understand those simple words, saving the truth for the sacred. Therein lies the mystery, to see beyond his words to the true meaning, which was always towards purity and harmony. The mystery is and was always about the clarification of tiphareth to bridge to the next level, or as Crowley named it, to face "Chorazom," the guardian of the abyss, or Da'ath, the hidden sephirot.

This guardian shows you the whole mirror, the Self mirror, with the big S, which highlights all of your indulgences, positive and negative attachments, and asks you why, to bring light to all illusions/attachments seen and unseen. This goes beyond just allowing love of self, with the little s. It encompasses allowing love of Self/self. 

This is the hardest part of the work, doing it by magnifying all parts of self, with the little s, to be deconstructed into the truth of Self, with the big S. This begins at the tip of the shadow work iceberg that so many avoid, including Crowley himself. 

This is the part that is often corrupted by those uninitiated in the light of understanding the mysteries. It works how you do. If you see it as a means for selfish gain and limited material gains, then that is what it is. When you see it as it was created, it is truth, but only if you have eyes to see it, ears to hear it, and a heart to know it.

Who is this Thou of which he speaks?

(Note the big T)

It is Self/self in union, yoga perfected, the All, Yahweh, Allah, Pravana Brahma, the Universe, Infinite Intelligence, Divine Spirit, and every other name for God. It is the understanding of merging self with Self and loving as that truth. 

If we are aligned with Source and act through source, then all is love and all is harmony. When alignment is present, we are acting as God, as Divinity in the physical. In harmony, Self, with the big S, guides all to the self, with the little s, that is needed for the Great Work to be completed. It rests on us to hear and answer the call of the All, and to step into our highest truth, beyond all attachments.

To hear God, we must know silence.

To see God, we must know darkness.

To feel God, we must know the void.

To accept God, we must know love.

To be God, we must know Thyself.

"My vulnerability is my strength." 

-Ke$ha

Accept all of your parts and allow love to be your now.

The more I learn, the more I realize, if it isn't the most simple and pure, it isn't what is essential. 

All is mind with a pure heart.

"And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye." 

-Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince

Just be love.

It is.

#koansofbrien

#allismind

#allislove

#love

#justbe

 

Angles, Angels, Archangels...

Angles, Angels, Archangels...

(That's not a typo.)

Are they real? Yes. 

Here's why...

All higher dimensions sit and operate at 90° angle intervals to the lower dimension preceding it.

So what is at a 90° angle to our 360°, time-bound now?

It would be beyond time, it would be beyond space, yet still contain us entirely. It is as though we are it's echo or shadow, reflecting higher forms above this plane as our physical world, because we are.

Being the shadow/echo of the upper dimensions is how our thoughts are created as structures of reality we create and exist in. 

Our world is what we think it is.

We are magnetized to the patterns we sit in and interact and intersect along those lines of self in our ego suits we puppet ourselves through the world with. These patterns are at the intersections of our collectivized self: our genetics, generational trauma, current environment, culture, beliefs, history, language, etc.

So what is 90° to this plane of being?

It would be as though you are beyond judgement, beyond decisions, not stuck in separation, beyond the constraints of time, emotions, sensorial feelings, freed from the attachments of desire, beyond hatred, beyond ignorance, in all nows, everywhere, just out of our ordinary view.

To be in that higher dimensional level, one would be in a state of total love, acceptance and gratitude for everything in this reality, EVERY PART, being beyond good and evil.

"Angels" or the word/concept for them in all cultures/religions/spiritual traditions are seen to be watching us from afar and inserting in their assistance where it is needed. They exist just beyond the veil over our now and hear our thoughts and feelings. They bridge the Self/self connection.

As we sit and ponder their reality, they ponder ours and ways to help us. They respond to our wishes and desires and needs, which is why in the Muslim and Hindu faiths they are seen to grant wishes, as Devas or Jinn (Genies). They are facilitators of the portal of reality and creation. They do grant your wishes, for our thoughts are our wishes, and what you think about, you bring about, with and without your understanding or permission.

Their extradimensional reality is like an outer coating to ours. We are in the fishbowl of now, and they are looking in. Understanding how the past viewed them and perceived them based on their limited understanding of reality gives new depth to what they are and how they function. 

Enoch perceived angels as wheels of light, circles within circles, spinning and coalescing, covered in eyes and wings. The circle is a perfect shape. Perceiving such perfection gives us a deep resonant feeling, like looking at the Sri Yantra or the flower of life, the sacred symmetry aligns our soul to experience the luminous, which is where they reside. 

The angles of sacred geometry align us with this angelic realm, and the act of gazing at them creates that resonance within us as feelings of harmony, balance, love, gratitude and acceptance.

This feeling is understood in religion as reverie, prophecy, channeling, mediumship, speaking in tongues, light language, embodiment, miracles, presence, etc. 

These are methods which create pathways in self to bridge dimensions to Self, yet all are distractions when one focuses on the minutia instead of the whole. All siddhis (powers) are miraculous, yet pale when compared to the whole, which is the goal of enlightenment, to be beyond, to allow light to pour through you into the physical reality.

Opening oneself to receive this divinity is a long arduous process relinquishing all control of every aspect of self, allowing the infinite involves total transmutation of one's entire being to even begin to accept it.

Theurgy is the collaboration of divinity with humanity creating the physical world. It is another piece in the path of ascenzion, giving different words to the these identifications across all cultures for allowing and embodying the All (God) into your everyday life, body and experience. 

It is the process of apotheosis, or deification, stepping beyond the mundane world of form and time. It is engaging with the world of light and sound that temper our atoms and give structure to the spaces and spheres of being. It is union with the All (God) and embodying the presence in your now.

This is ascenzion, perfecting the rainbow body, the great work, or enlightenment. It is also called angelification, becoming that light, that resonance. It is what the Bible considered the transfiguration of Christ, uniting with God, as God, and accepting reality as the harmony of this plane with those higher worlds.

The following below information is from the Christianity.com website with descriptions about biblically accurate angels:

"I lifted up my eyes and looked, and behold, a man clothed in linen, with a belt of fine gold from Uphaz around his waist. His body was like beryl, his face like the appearance of lightning, his eyes like flaming torches, his arms and legs like the gleam of burnished bronze, and the sound of his words like the sound of a multitude (Daniel 10:5-6)."

"Their entire bodies, including their backs, hands, and wings, were full of eyes all around, as were their four wheels (Ezekiel 10:12)."

"The rings of the wheels were covered in eyes. The wheel went with the living creature “for the spirit of the living creature was in the wheels” (Ezekiel 1:21)."

"Cheribum: These creatures have four faces, and are described in Ezekiel 1:15-16 as such: "As I looked at the living creatures, I saw a wheel on the ground beside each creature with its four faces. This was the appearance and structure of the wheels: They sparkled like topaz, and all four looked alike. Each appeared to be made like a wheel intersecting a wheel.

Seraphim: An angelic being with six wings and two covering the eyes because they cannot directly stare at God's holiness."

 https://www.christianity.com/wiki/angels-and-demons/what-do-angels-look-like.html#:~:text=Cheribum%3A%20These%20creatures%20have%20four,and%20all%20four%20looked%20alike.

Pictures from the google machine...

Lean in.

Just embodiment in its totality, fully aware as the film goes on around us, fully NOW.

We choose to see the lessons and to hold our full selves hidden beneath our meat suits.

We chose this playground.

We just keep forgetting how to access it and remember. 

Intentionally unaware we slide through the chaos with no map or compass...

As I become the medicine for my life, transformation becomes everywhere present.

Presence is the medicine.

Source is one, therefore it is in every disguise at all times. Just open your eyes to the edges of our programming, those places where you push the envelope and it bends, squaring the circle of this dimensional curve we are in and under.

IT IS ALL, therefore everywhere at once, in everything, every atom, molecule, cell, person, place thing. You can't miss it, so maybe that is why you always do.

Intentional forgetting to keep it endlessly new...

We are ALL always enlightened, yet continuously choose to remain behind the veil of it. 

We choose to see the lessons and to hold our full selves hidden beneath our meat suits.

We choose this playground.

We just keep forgetting how to access it and remember. 

Intentionally unaware we slide through the chaos with no map or compass, forgetting to accept the pattern that is our matrix...

In our negation of the pattern we fight ourselves throughout whole lifetimes, repeating ourselves this enprisoning pattern of defeat and grief, missing the forest for the trees.

"Emancipate yourself from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds."

-Bob Marley (Redemption Song)

What if you could just realize the key to your prison is already in your hand?

What if you could replace the pattern with new programs to clean up your hardware so you can establish new software?

How would you rewrite your story?

Or could you start with a fresh now and let go of that story?

Well, can you?

This is it. This is the life where you become the light you are.

Lean in.

Let it carry you.

It is the perpetual nature of love,

the infinite now,

all-encompassing,

all accepting

universal oneness 

love unconditional,

in every breath you take.

We resonate its vibration when we allow love to lead our voice.

We carry the spiritual current of the aeon when we share this resonant harmonic field of love with everyone in our lives.

Choose this playground.

Become the love you are.

Just be.

#koansofbrien #justbe #loveis

Creativity is the one of the highest forms of bravery

Creativity is the one of the highest forms of bravery. It may be the most important. It is the initiator to all courageous endeavors and the spark that gets it in motion. Our creativity is in its essence, our virus in the system that we use to disrupt and to make it anew with our drive and will.

It shows us the parts of the path that didn't work and allows us the grace to trample a new path and claim our own personal sovereignty.

It frees us from the shell we leave ourselves in by igniting our change engines to build something better and more meaningful and more source filled.

It is our flame inside that burns away what is not essential.  It shows us the love that is at our core so we can share that eternal glimmer in our perceptions with the world.

Engagement in creativity builds us into the warriors of creation and gives us the potential to be more and to evolve from whatever shell we are placed in. 

It gives us the wings to fly with Icarus and the strength to carry us to our destination without falling into the sea of doubt and self esteem.

"From childhoods hour, I have not been as others were, I have not seen as others saw, I could not bring my passions from a common spring." -Edgar Allen Poe

Become your creative flow and let your mind unfurl. 

Take the risk, become the knight defeating the dragon of self doubt. Rise in your power as an eternal evolving being and allow your intentional imaginations to come to life.

Color outside your lines.

Become your light.

Trust flow with love.

Just be.

-Brien Egan

#koansofbrien #justbe

Resonance is.

What if sound was here and light was now?

Sound holds our place in this now, while light creates the now to be here.

Sound creates the holding pattern for us to recognize what we are. It gives us boundaries and distinctions with dissonance and cacaphony, while dissolving them with the perfect intonation in the harmonious symphony of thw present moment.

So I have been pushing the idea to my reiki and sound healing students that sound and light are really elements, but it is far deeper than that. It is far more structure-of-reality oriented, meaning that the elements are made of and act/operate through this binary matrix of sound and light creating our here and now.

Sound and light are the construct elements that create and maintain all of reality. They create the 4 elements and are the basis for all existence.

Let's take fire, it is light bridging into the physical with combustion as it's movement, creating waves and sound based on it's destruction and breaking down of things.

Now air, being the space containing the light while refracting it to share rainbows as it makes a prism of water. It holds the space for sound to define light's structures and vibrates with the hum of the light meeting it in silence. Light creates every molecule and atom with it's invisible radiance, giving vibration to each atom as it is ignited with it's essence.

Water is the vehicle for all processes in life, as it holds and charges with vibration, it interacts with the light allowing light to transform it and break it apart as it creates it, giving flow and movement to all things with sound and vibration cymatically harmonizing reality by the symphony of light and sound. 

Light creates all things as the template of form for the molecules to hold space. 

The resonance can be seen in the earth as one gazes into crystals and the frozen infinity within each vibration, held taught in that framework of light, it's vibration now a hum, holding the environment charged with that light it is compromised of.

Sound creates the movement, the vibrational quality enriching and dancing the molecules of self and all elements, shifting our now into balance and wholeness, allowing healing.

Sound and light are our core foundational elements and it only makes sense that they represent higher chakras and the movement that comes with those planes of understanding and being. 

So I say, of my own decision from my understanding, that the core element for the throat chakra is sound. This makes me thing of archangel Sandalphon, who holds the vibration of the world and helps to tune reality.

I also assert, from this position of understanding, that the core element for the third eye chakra is light. This brings me to archangel Metatron, holding the light of the all and carrying forth illumination.

Allowing balance of these core elements in a multidimensional system of reality, as we hold our now with luminating vibrations, it holds us in silent darkness, allowing the all, on the chords of here and the rays of now.

And so it is.

Just be.

-Maestro Rev Brien Egan CHt, CRM,  CKRM 

#koansofbrien #lightandsound #light #vibration #now #here #allowoneness

Ascenzion into now



Ascending the staircase of Self from self can be an arduous journey if you are not prepared to leave everything behind as you move up the stairs...

Remember, it only seems like an escalator. You must walk up each step to understand it fully to know the key.

At each level something is left behind, while something even more expansive is gained. We grow as we loosen and let go of the fetters that we have held as our chains binding us to our 

traumas, fears, pains, sadnesses, successes, joys, and pride. 

We hold all of the keys to knowing our highest selves at each moment. We came here with all the answers to every question we can possibly have engrained and embedded in the patterns of our Self. 

We have simply chosen to forget over and over, to renew the "new" with each lifetime, strengthening our actualization the more we resonate our field and interconnect back consciously with the infinite now vibration that we are. As we notice the wave of presence out of the corner of our minds' eye, constantly creating this moment at the edge of our experience, we are shown our divinity in each breath, at every glance. Our infinite presence ignited on the inhale, expressed in the outbreath as action, being here, now. 

So where do the stairs ascend from?

It begins in the self, with the little s. This is our shield of being, our ego, or the culmination of our accumulated aspects of self imprinted through culture, religion, family stress, ancestral patterns, fears, doubts, traumas, etc. All of those pieces form our armor to reality and to all of our relations and relationships we engage with and embody.

Suffering, or the indulgence of pain or attachment, is when we choose to deny the infinite nature of love that we hold as our natural state. We hold our infinite grudges of indulgence against ourselves as a prison of suffering and we attach our self to the adversity, we allow it to sink our selves into the pits of the dregs of materialism seeing the trees, but not the forest. 

These blockages and internal grudges keep us from expressing our divinity to others and keep us chained to our material reality and to the mirror world of emotions, egos and our culturally created selves, or our collective unconscious morphogenic field of humanity. 

Why do we allow or even encourage these terrible hindrances in our lives to persist, grow and control us?

Ignorance to the limitations on our now reinforce the steel of the prison bars.

At some point the bars of the prison imbed into our bones and we serve the master of the prison, our self, with the little s.

The illusion is the puzzle of now, and it is always beckoning us to transform, to evolve, to make our way back to source, our origin, the origin of All.

The idea of a prison isn't to be frightening, it is to explain the point that we decide the story. We can be our prison guard, or our liberator, the choice always begins within. 

Our narrative is based on the agreements we hold with reality and how we hold it as it holds us.

Our dissection of self to Self to source is an arduous journey that never ends. We are the eternal gardners of our minds. Our garden will be filled with flowers or weeds based on our perceptions. It may be barren or over abundant, all begins with mind.

Who we let guide the ride helps us to determine our destination...

Who guides your ride?

All is one. 

All comes from source, therefore all is source.

As we realize this, transcending levels becomes easier and easier.

Allow your best now.

This is it.

#koansofbrien #justbe #heartfulness #nowfulness #nowherebe #allisone

Grateful for it ALL?!?! Yes, it ALL.

Real gratitude is unconditional acceptance, which is true unconditional love. 

It is grace for being in every way that you are. It is the grace and compassion you reflect out to everyone else being accepted and embodied within you.

It is seeing the ALL in each person or event, and allowing the infinite potential to radiate through your perception. To allow part in whole is to see the forest and the trees, the crystals and the bees, and to know they each are infinitely significant. 

Every bug, every plant, every rock affects our dimensional spectrum of reality as the spectrum also affects it.

So grateful for the terrible as well as the transcendent, for each reveals another piece in our eternal puzzle of now that we breathe through with each step towards our goal of full embodiment of the light. 

Unconditional gratitude frees our now completely from the trappings and indulgences of ego. 

The physical illusions blind us to the whole of what is and bind us to our shame and fears and doubts and sadness as much as to our love, joys, and compassion. The ALL is beyond those limitations, it is the field where all is contained, it is the entirety of now, each instant experiencing itself through us.

How do we free up our whole gratitude??

How do we make peace with our now to access it's infinite power/potential?

We must unpack ourselves until our suitcases are empty, drain out the limits and extents of our mental potentials like a faucet, to rebuild our selves with the Self.

The little s self, or ego, is always searching for the big S Self, or infinite soul, that point of oneness and complete understanding of the All. It finds it and attempts to consume it with repetition, absorption, adaptations, always reaching for that first hit of eternity, that glimpse which fades endlessly...

The key is where we find it, and it is everywhere.

That core, new car smell is so much more than that. It is the transcendental object at the end of time, waiting for us to notice that it was always there, the cosmic joke you have to open your eye to see.

Why do we always talk around it, instead of just saying God? Maybe the word changes the meaning in our souls, and almost dirties it with our cultural self. It loses is luminosity with a clear label... 

Maybe we can't process it if it is said directly, for then we don't "discover" it for ourselves and all learning is self-instruction.

We engage in the lifelong search only to find the glasses were always on our head.

Open your mind. Allow infinite gratitude for your life, in all of its parts, the shiny, and the shit. Embrace your wholeness with infinite compassion and watch the petals of your inner mystery unfurl. You deserve it.

This is all we have.

All is mind. 

Just be and allow your life to glow.

#koansofbrien