Agency...
Sovereignty...
The totally responsible person...
Impeccability...
What do those words mean?
They all walk the same line, that of self control through claiming acceptance of everything and showing up fully in oneself. When we do this, we are ready to go deeper into our self/Self connection, to dissect what it all means, and how it shows up in our lives and experiences.
We are ready to stand in our sovereignty.
Being able to stand on one's own across the veil leaves you exposed in many ways, and accessing the unconscious archetypes of Self that exist in us, and relying on them as anchor points to reality and meaning, gives us a way to read and interact with the divine.
Our experience of the luminous is very apparent in the depths of the archangelic, unconscious realms of the self. Many miraculous healings occur from this plane of reality as it is just above this one and has less constraints on its abilities and belief structures. It is lighter by being of light and can transcend the boundaries of matter more effortlessly just as sound does from below through the physical world. We experience it as though we can feel the presence of the all, or God as we understand it. It is our bridge to the depths of consciousness and the delta state where all is one.
We feel those encounters with the luminous, or divine, as though we are being surrounded by the plasma bodies of light, thus creating a lightening of feeling and of presence of being in a higher vibrational state. This experience when in higher alignment with source feels uniting and boundary dissolving, creating healing simply through holding presence with source and allowing source to act through you to rebuild and strengthen your resonance with your life. This is felt in the soundscapes as waves of warmth and feelings of resonance with the environment that you are in. Think of it like when a magnet goes over ferrofluid and it expands to greet the electromagnetic waves.
Those unconscious aspects and archetypes of self that we live through are anchored here as endless reminders, reinforcing our understanding and acceptance of reality's constructs and patterns that we must exist through with our senses. It is like when you look at the back of a very ornate beautiful art rug where one side is a wonderful art work and the back side looks quite chaotic, as though you can see the movements by the artist still there. The back side tells the story of how and why it shows up in the material world as such, when thinking in terms of working with larger arkons of self, or patterns of being, culture, behavior, belief, etc. that we live under and through.
It is like the archangels or archdemons represent the house that your windows of self look through, the framework to your astral body and interactions in the space of the divine, or through the veil. Our relationship with those aspects of us translate out into which window we are able to look out of and how we will see what we find there. Will we see the reflections in the mirror of our regrets, worries and sorrows, or will we see through the 2 way mirror to realize it was always a window? We have become stuck in the illusions of our attachments, and we have given away our power to those forces beyond us to bind us into the great deception of reality.
As we acknowledge these forces at work in ourselves, it brings us directly to the attachments themselves and being stuck on certain ways of being by being hung up in one of the 3 evils of Hinduism, which are Passion, Anger, and Ignorance. These evils are called as such because they trap us in the physical realm with the illusions of materialism and holding on to certain ideas about self. These archdemons hold us in patterns of suffering and pain depending on our relationship with each of the 3 evils, showing their governing patterns as archetypes of our self. In those spaces, our self/Self connection is dimmed very greatly as we give agency of our life and actions to those lower aspects of self beyond this realm.
Awareness is the bridge away from each of these, back to source or love, as it frees our self/Self connection to bridge our higher Self with our lower self by peering through the veil to allow our totality, accepted in love. That acceptance knows no boundaries, and is selfless, and unconditionally loving in all circumstances. It absorbs the lower frequencies of the arkonic, darker forces holding us in check, by offering a hug instead of a fist. Ubuntu, the tribal philosophy of "I am because we are," gives us this welcoming in of forgiveness of/by the whole community to bridge the gaps of love that have been attached to the pain carried in those illusions and their thought forms which have created cultures of this pain and suffering over many generations.
Awareness in its most impeccable state is a place of being a totally responsible person, which entails owning every aspect of the decisions in life, or taking agency, and being willing to not assign blame to anyone for any situation, and making amends to self for the ways that one has assumed a victim role so as to empower forgiveness in those aspects in others. It involves owning a part of every negative piece of your experience that persists in your life.
When we align with our own redemption and self forgiveness, we become sovereign, aligning with the archangels and their higher and finer vibrations of resonance coalesce around us in a bubble vortex of resonance. We become the pebble as we are tossed into the pond to send out ripples into reality of what we are creating and allowing into our now.
Becoming the pebble, the uncarved block, means removing every obstacle to love in our experience. It involves accepting everything and everyone just as it is and with total trust and reverence, honoring all experiences, across all levels of being. It involves rekindling and growing the power of wonder and awe in one's life and claiming that as one's truth as they merge their self/Self will with the will and order of the divine.
Those unconscious underpinnings we exist in act as a proper prison, keeping us from fully experiencing our reality, by coupling the attachments with fear, they anchor in our prison bars with the strongest cement in existence, the mental cement of the 3 evils, those attachments to the physical illusion that hold us hostage in our own lives.
Purification to Self brings us to the assistance of the archangels; purification of self to allow and become clear of those worldly attachments in every way that they arise into the resonance of the vortex of doing and being. As we greet those parts in us that object to and deny love, we are offered the opportunity to make full amends, to heal.
It is resting on our framework of now, our assemblage point of our presence. How we view the world is how we see it unfold. Will we see the archdemons torturing us at every turn, inviting in the misery, anxiety, and fear we ask for in our unconscious? Or will we find the archangels by aligning with Self, and invite them to help us remake the world with the light we see in every person, place and thing?
As we cleanse our torus, Metatron's cube or merkaba, the field of light that we act through becomes brighter and brighter, and our unconscious archetypes glow with the beauty and resonance that they embody. We increase our gravity of gratitude, aligning with love and compassion for every aspect of the all.
In this space we are aligned with self/Self connection and the divine speaks, works, acts, loves, and lives through us.
Spirit divines through us as we align together as one.
All is mind, all is one.
Love is.
Just be.
-Maestro Rev. Brien Egan
