Lean in.

Just embodiment in its totality, fully aware as the film goes on around us, fully NOW.

We choose to see the lessons and to hold our full selves hidden beneath our meat suits.

We chose this playground.

We just keep forgetting how to access it and remember. 

Intentionally unaware we slide through the chaos with no map or compass...

As I become the medicine for my life, transformation becomes everywhere present.

Presence is the medicine.

Source is one, therefore it is in every disguise at all times. Just open your eyes to the edges of our programming, those places where you push the envelope and it bends, squaring the circle of this dimensional curve we are in and under.

IT IS ALL, therefore everywhere at once, in everything, every atom, molecule, cell, person, place thing. You can't miss it, so maybe that is why you always do.

Intentional forgetting to keep it endlessly new...

We are ALL always enlightened, yet continuously choose to remain behind the veil of it. 

We choose to see the lessons and to hold our full selves hidden beneath our meat suits.

We choose this playground.

We just keep forgetting how to access it and remember. 

Intentionally unaware we slide through the chaos with no map or compass, forgetting to accept the pattern that is our matrix...

In our negation of the pattern we fight ourselves throughout whole lifetimes, repeating ourselves this enprisoning pattern of defeat and grief, missing the forest for the trees.

"Emancipate yourself from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds."

-Bob Marley (Redemption Song)

What if you could just realize the key to your prison is already in your hand?

What if you could replace the pattern with new programs to clean up your hardware so you can establish new software?

How would you rewrite your story?

Or could you start with a fresh now and let go of that story?

Well, can you?

This is it. This is the life where you become the light you are.

Lean in.

Let it carry you.

It is the perpetual nature of love,

the infinite now,

all-encompassing,

all accepting

universal oneness 

love unconditional,

in every breath you take.

We resonate its vibration when we allow love to lead our voice.

We carry the spiritual current of the aeon when we share this resonant harmonic field of love with everyone in our lives.

Choose this playground.

Become the love you are.

Just be.

#koansofbrien #justbe #loveis

Creativity is the one of the highest forms of bravery

Creativity is the one of the highest forms of bravery. It may be the most important. It is the initiator to all courageous endeavors and the spark that gets it in motion. Our creativity is in its essence, our virus in the system that we use to disrupt and to make it anew with our drive and will.

It shows us the parts of the path that didn't work and allows us the grace to trample a new path and claim our own personal sovereignty.

It frees us from the shell we leave ourselves in by igniting our change engines to build something better and more meaningful and more source filled.

It is our flame inside that burns away what is not essential.  It shows us the love that is at our core so we can share that eternal glimmer in our perceptions with the world.

Engagement in creativity builds us into the warriors of creation and gives us the potential to be more and to evolve from whatever shell we are placed in. 

It gives us the wings to fly with Icarus and the strength to carry us to our destination without falling into the sea of doubt and self esteem.

"From childhoods hour, I have not been as others were, I have not seen as others saw, I could not bring my passions from a common spring." -Edgar Allen Poe

Become your creative flow and let your mind unfurl. 

Take the risk, become the knight defeating the dragon of self doubt. Rise in your power as an eternal evolving being and allow your intentional imaginations to come to life.

Color outside your lines.

Become your light.

Trust flow with love.

Just be.

-Brien Egan

#koansofbrien #justbe

Resonance is.

What if sound was here and light was now?

Sound holds our place in this now, while light creates the now to be here.

Sound creates the holding pattern for us to recognize what we are. It gives us boundaries and distinctions with dissonance and cacaphony, while dissolving them with the perfect intonation in the harmonious symphony of thw present moment.

So I have been pushing the idea to my reiki and sound healing students that sound and light are really elements, but it is far deeper than that. It is far more structure-of-reality oriented, meaning that the elements are made of and act/operate through this binary matrix of sound and light creating our here and now.

Sound and light are the construct elements that create and maintain all of reality. They create the 4 elements and are the basis for all existence.

Let's take fire, it is light bridging into the physical with combustion as it's movement, creating waves and sound based on it's destruction and breaking down of things.

Now air, being the space containing the light while refracting it to share rainbows as it makes a prism of water. It holds the space for sound to define light's structures and vibrates with the hum of the light meeting it in silence. Light creates every molecule and atom with it's invisible radiance, giving vibration to each atom as it is ignited with it's essence.

Water is the vehicle for all processes in life, as it holds and charges with vibration, it interacts with the light allowing light to transform it and break it apart as it creates it, giving flow and movement to all things with sound and vibration cymatically harmonizing reality by the symphony of light and sound. 

Light creates all things as the template of form for the molecules to hold space. 

The resonance can be seen in the earth as one gazes into crystals and the frozen infinity within each vibration, held taught in that framework of light, it's vibration now a hum, holding the environment charged with that light it is compromised of.

Sound creates the movement, the vibrational quality enriching and dancing the molecules of self and all elements, shifting our now into balance and wholeness, allowing healing.

Sound and light are our core foundational elements and it only makes sense that they represent higher chakras and the movement that comes with those planes of understanding and being. 

So I say, of my own decision from my understanding, that the core element for the throat chakra is sound. This makes me thing of archangel Sandalphon, who holds the vibration of the world and helps to tune reality.

I also assert, from this position of understanding, that the core element for the third eye chakra is light. This brings me to archangel Metatron, holding the light of the all and carrying forth illumination.

Allowing balance of these core elements in a multidimensional system of reality, as we hold our now with luminating vibrations, it holds us in silent darkness, allowing the all, on the chords of here and the rays of now.

And so it is.

Just be.

-Maestro Rev Brien Egan CHt, CRM,  CKRM 

#koansofbrien #lightandsound #light #vibration #now #here #allowoneness

Ascenzion into now



Ascending the staircase of Self from self can be an arduous journey if you are not prepared to leave everything behind as you move up the stairs...

Remember, it only seems like an escalator. You must walk up each step to understand it fully to know the key.

At each level something is left behind, while something even more expansive is gained. We grow as we loosen and let go of the fetters that we have held as our chains binding us to our 

traumas, fears, pains, sadnesses, successes, joys, and pride. 

We hold all of the keys to knowing our highest selves at each moment. We came here with all the answers to every question we can possibly have engrained and embedded in the patterns of our Self. 

We have simply chosen to forget over and over, to renew the "new" with each lifetime, strengthening our actualization the more we resonate our field and interconnect back consciously with the infinite now vibration that we are. As we notice the wave of presence out of the corner of our minds' eye, constantly creating this moment at the edge of our experience, we are shown our divinity in each breath, at every glance. Our infinite presence ignited on the inhale, expressed in the outbreath as action, being here, now. 

So where do the stairs ascend from?

It begins in the self, with the little s. This is our shield of being, our ego, or the culmination of our accumulated aspects of self imprinted through culture, religion, family stress, ancestral patterns, fears, doubts, traumas, etc. All of those pieces form our armor to reality and to all of our relations and relationships we engage with and embody.

Suffering, or the indulgence of pain or attachment, is when we choose to deny the infinite nature of love that we hold as our natural state. We hold our infinite grudges of indulgence against ourselves as a prison of suffering and we attach our self to the adversity, we allow it to sink our selves into the pits of the dregs of materialism seeing the trees, but not the forest. 

These blockages and internal grudges keep us from expressing our divinity to others and keep us chained to our material reality and to the mirror world of emotions, egos and our culturally created selves, or our collective unconscious morphogenic field of humanity. 

Why do we allow or even encourage these terrible hindrances in our lives to persist, grow and control us?

Ignorance to the limitations on our now reinforce the steel of the prison bars.

At some point the bars of the prison imbed into our bones and we serve the master of the prison, our self, with the little s.

The illusion is the puzzle of now, and it is always beckoning us to transform, to evolve, to make our way back to source, our origin, the origin of All.

The idea of a prison isn't to be frightening, it is to explain the point that we decide the story. We can be our prison guard, or our liberator, the choice always begins within. 

Our narrative is based on the agreements we hold with reality and how we hold it as it holds us.

Our dissection of self to Self to source is an arduous journey that never ends. We are the eternal gardners of our minds. Our garden will be filled with flowers or weeds based on our perceptions. It may be barren or over abundant, all begins with mind.

Who we let guide the ride helps us to determine our destination...

Who guides your ride?

All is one. 

All comes from source, therefore all is source.

As we realize this, transcending levels becomes easier and easier.

Allow your best now.

This is it.

#koansofbrien #justbe #heartfulness #nowfulness #nowherebe #allisone

Grateful for it ALL?!?! Yes, it ALL.

Real gratitude is unconditional acceptance, which is true unconditional love. 

It is grace for being in every way that you are. It is the grace and compassion you reflect out to everyone else being accepted and embodied within you.

It is seeing the ALL in each person or event, and allowing the infinite potential to radiate through your perception. To allow part in whole is to see the forest and the trees, the crystals and the bees, and to know they each are infinitely significant. 

Every bug, every plant, every rock affects our dimensional spectrum of reality as the spectrum also affects it.

So grateful for the terrible as well as the transcendent, for each reveals another piece in our eternal puzzle of now that we breathe through with each step towards our goal of full embodiment of the light. 

Unconditional gratitude frees our now completely from the trappings and indulgences of ego. 

The physical illusions blind us to the whole of what is and bind us to our shame and fears and doubts and sadness as much as to our love, joys, and compassion. The ALL is beyond those limitations, it is the field where all is contained, it is the entirety of now, each instant experiencing itself through us.

How do we free up our whole gratitude??

How do we make peace with our now to access it's infinite power/potential?

We must unpack ourselves until our suitcases are empty, drain out the limits and extents of our mental potentials like a faucet, to rebuild our selves with the Self.

The little s self, or ego, is always searching for the big S Self, or infinite soul, that point of oneness and complete understanding of the All. It finds it and attempts to consume it with repetition, absorption, adaptations, always reaching for that first hit of eternity, that glimpse which fades endlessly...

The key is where we find it, and it is everywhere.

That core, new car smell is so much more than that. It is the transcendental object at the end of time, waiting for us to notice that it was always there, the cosmic joke you have to open your eye to see.

Why do we always talk around it, instead of just saying God? Maybe the word changes the meaning in our souls, and almost dirties it with our cultural self. It loses is luminosity with a clear label... 

Maybe we can't process it if it is said directly, for then we don't "discover" it for ourselves and all learning is self-instruction.

We engage in the lifelong search only to find the glasses were always on our head.

Open your mind. Allow infinite gratitude for your life, in all of its parts, the shiny, and the shit. Embrace your wholeness with infinite compassion and watch the petals of your inner mystery unfurl. You deserve it.

This is all we have.

All is mind. 

Just be and allow your life to glow.

#koansofbrien

Always

Open your eyes this instant. 

All the way open.

See yourself, all of you, every bit, even that stuff you don't like, or hold shame with.

Every.single.part.of.you.

Now here comes the hard part.

Look at yourself, really look. 

See you. 

See your story, for you are the only one who knows it, all the parts.

Allow yourself grace, true grace, no conditions, just acceptance of all that you are, compassionate understanding, because you know the whole story.

See each endeavor, each pain, each fear, each worry, each sadness, each hindrance, each accomplishment, each triumph, each defeat, each joy, each instant from this clear and accepting state. Allow you to see yourself as a character in the movie, we'll just call, "your life." 

See yourself whole as a being from a distance.

You deserve forgiveness for your transgressions against yourself as much as everyone else does, and we all do, because we are all one. Root for the character in your movie to win. They need your help to succeed.

So what grudges do you still hold against you? 

Do you really deserve to suffer for your whole life?

Why?

Is that what you really want?

Did you even know that you have a choice in the matter?

You do.

Accept your love. You need it most.

Manage your attention towards your intentions with every breath and every step.

Attention and intention are locked in a spiral of growth and death patterning one after the other based on what we are focused on.

What is your focus?

Now, What time is it?  Do you remember?

It is still now. It is not too late.

It never is, for it is always now.

Everything is now.

Allow yourself the ability to blossom and unfurl your petals towards the infinite with acceptance, forgiveness and gratitude.

Just be.

Allow your now.

Become your light.

Thank you for you.

Brien Egan

#koansofbrien

Infinitely now

Just as light and sound, time and space hold our now in place.

It is always now, you are always here. There is nowhere else.  Nowhere is in itself a conundrum, for how can we be anywhere but now and here.  We are never nowhere, unless we unpack the word itself, now-here, and realize that it is and was always also the answer, written in simplest terms. To be nowhere is to be here now, depending on your perspective.

Logic binds and holds the self in our infinite soup of creation. We sit in our Self soup and ladle parts of our selves out to the masses in clicks, symbols, memes, shares, and likes, disseminating our psyches across the web of Indra's illusion via the ethereal ethernet of eternity ever connected, ever exposed wires frayed at the edges...

To the edge of now, out here on the horizon of tomorrow, we ponder our yesterdays and miss the moment.

This is it.

What are you waiting for? Superman?

We are the heroes, we are the hope, no one else will come to save us... 

Now is our time.

If we could only find the moment, remember that we are nowhere, yet now here, and live from that place. 

How do we even get there?

Love, for it is all there is. Each moment an infinite amount of love is condensed into a fine sliver of conception, a slice of the eternal packed into now, containing all of it's potential, all of its power, and each moment we get another chance to claim it. Each moment we are face to face with the All, God, your highest power, Infinity, Oneness, Allah, Pravanabrahma, Yah Weh, Tao, and any other name that you choose to define it as. Each moment it is completely surrounding you, every breath takes it in, every step aligns you with it, you can never be a part from it, for it is God.

"Thou art God." 

-R. Heinlein 

(Stranger in a Strange Land)

Breathe in the eternal, go ahead. Take the deepest breath you've ever taken. Hold it in and let yourself ruminate on the now, let yourself soak in the infinite power there contained in each atom of air you are drinking in and just be with it. It is you. You are that eternity in this moment, in every moment. Let yourself recognize your own divinity, as a reflection of that all pervasive spark of the All.

Always in all ways do we embody this. If we could recognize our infinite nature, we would have no choice but to treat one another differently, for we would see everyone and everything as God.

"Treat everyone you meet as God in drag."

-Ram Dass

We are the angels, clothed in meat to pretend a life where we forget our infinite truth.  The answer is always right now, just beyond our illusions and held pains. To understand the now while remaining here can help you to hold two worlds in this plane. It can help you to free yourself from the suffering and holding of old broken patterns of past perceptions pernicious picking away at your psyche as triggers and traumas of your past try to pause your transformation. 

All it takes is full recognition of this moment, here and now. Seeing through illusions to know our core, to accept our infinite connection is to embrace it in our lives. To embrace the all with unbounded love and compassion is to embody empathy for every entity in our existence, eternally enmeshed in the now, accepting the All with understanding and awareness of the delicate dance and balance of nature.

To know the All is to know love for everything at every moment. To be free from the illusions of separation and to understand the mystery we must fully unlock our now. 

Start now. Take a deep breath in...

Hold it, and allow the now to grow inside of you.

This is it.

We are the heroes in the story.

Let's do it.

No time like the present...

Just be.

⚡💚🔯🌪♾️🪶🕉⭐️